DxD: As a Gamer In Titties World [ Chapter 153: Pity! ] (Patreon)

"I guess it's to understand. Find out the difference between your conscious mind and subconscious mind." Red said, answering my question then continued with his own input.

"You would think that it would be better to cut out deceit, wouldn't you? After he abandoned you, you always were prone to distrust. Not hard to understand what happened after." Red said, glancing at me.

A look of pity in his eyes. Filling my being with anger.

He could not understand the inkling of my pain.

Dreams would only show him so much. How dare he believe he could understand.

"Don't speak about that! You have no right. Speak about that again and I don't care what consequences would arise, I will kill you."

"A touchy subject of yours, hmm. Interesting, very well, I'll refrain from antagonizing you any further. I see, you won't answer my question in this matter. So, I'll leave you be." Red said, moving to the edge of the platform we are on.

"Wait, if you can see into other's dreams do you know where my father is?" If I could find out where he is, I could start the attack before he wakes up. I can't feel his presence anymore, but once I know where he is, getting to him should be easy enough.

"Yes and no. He sealed himself in the Abyss. His source of power, yet something that vast doesn't truly have a place of origin. It's everywhere and nowhere. Maybe given enough time you can find him, but before then he would wake and this little army of yours would be reduced to nothing in that realm." Red said, going silent for a moment.

"Then again, you may not survive for long there yourself. After all, it's why your father kept you away from him. I'm sure you are aware of that by now."

Then he fell off the platform, leaving me to my own thoughts. The Abyss... of course, he went there. The one place even I can't reach.

Sighing to myself, I turned to the sky and closed my eyes. I'm tired... I'm so tired.

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Prime

It has been a while since I've been home. I can already feel the Abyss wrapping around us as if giving our body a hug, welcoming its master home. Plus it isn't just welcoming us. It's trying to change our form. I can feel it destroying the body and reshaping it. I've felt this pain before, so it's nothing new to me. Pain is something I've grown accustomed to.

Mavros on the other hand probably is experiencing pain worse than death. He is experiencing the pain first hand since he is controlling the body, so it just makes it worse for him. Could I help him and take control for a while? Probably. Will I? Absolutely not. This is something he must triumph over if he is to be deemed worthy to harness my full power. If he wishes to save his family.

I feel the Abyss trying to wrap around Elizabeth since she is floating in the darkness while Mavros assimilates my power. Viviane is here too, but she is in her sword which is acting like a shield for her. Elizabeth isn't so lucky. If I wasn't ordering the Abyss constantly to ignore her, it would destroy her. I won't let her go, even to the Abyss, she is mine.

Mavros's will is quite impressive. Some have tried tapping in the Abyss before and knowing the result I allowed it. Hoping maybe someone could achieve victory over a part of it. Maybe they could pose a challenge. However, they all perished once the Abyss started to change them. The few who did tap into it realized too much would cause them to lose their form, so only tapped into its base power.

Even if Mavros can't completely fade due to our connection the Abyss could very well try and force our merge allowing me to take control, but he is fighting it. Overcoming the impossible odds. For a soul so young it's quite a marvelous feat. Even Hikari couldn't do what he was doing. Then again she never had to. I made her like me and caused her to skip this process.

Something started happening that caused me to focus back on Mavros.

"Interesting."

You could no longer make out your body anymore. Only parts of it remained like an eye, a hand, and part of our chest, the rest took the shape of a shadowy substance. Light shining out from inside the smoke. Our souls fought for dominance over the new form we were changing into. Mavros still was fighting to remain conscious during the transformation.

"You know, only one of us can leave here, right? Why are you fighting this much? You could just let it happen and I would take control. My experience far outclasss yours. I'm the better option in this scenario." I know Mavros was listening, but he was preoccupied fighting to answer. 

"Plus, your will would just transfer to me. Do you think you could stop Hikari with your measly fighting prowess? She may be weaker, but she has hundreds of years of experience compared to you. All this work to save them and you just end up failing in the end. That would be quite pathetic."

I felt his fighting go slightly weaker as if agreeing with me.

"Are you willing to risk everything you cherish? Just so you can triumph over me."

Nothing happened for a long while after I said those words, both of us maintaining our wills in the battle. Mavros always seemed to find a second wind right before I dominated him, coming back to continue the fight. Just barely though as if Mavros didn't want to disappear but also did not want to lose his family. Knowing my words to be true.

Knowing this would go on for eons if this didn't end soon... I decided to end it.

"Very well!"

The Abyss exploded as a light emitted from our new form. Sending out a wave of distortion that would change everything.