[semi-NSFW] Numbness, DaexHyun (Patreon)

My mood was down in the gutter so I cheered myself up... by drawing angsty scene :"D

This is just a self-indulgent scene, idk if I'd finish it, but if I do ofc I'll share it here.

Seunghyun is only 'kinda' masochist. He doesn't actually enjoy pain - he just feels like he deserves to be punished because deep inside he knows he's a shitty person, but ironically his body can't feel pain anymore. 

Similar to Seunggyo, to survive the abuse during his childhood Seunghyun's Wolf would take over and numb the pain. However, while Seunggyo regained all of his senses after 'returning' to his own body, Seunghyun lost the sense of pain forever. He's basically what Seunggyo would become if he didn't have Jinsoo.