[tw: blood] EP 78 coloring progress (Patreon)

Hey, lovelies <3

Personal note below.

I had mentioned many times before that I'm not doing well mentally.... I refused to see my psychiatrist because didn't wanna take a risk catching the coronavirus when waiting in line at hospital (my mom lives with me, she's on higher risk than me).... but this week is my limit. I decide to make an appointment next Monday. I'll get a rapid COVID test today because I need it to go to Jakarta (where my psychiatrist is).... I hope it turns out negative. I haven't stepped outside my house for the last 2 months though, so I'm not too worried. I'll get another test before I come home for my mom's safety >___<

I really hope after regularly seeing my therapist I can interact with you guys here again. Because honestly I'm terribly lonely and I'd love to talk, but my anxiety is just off the roof. I haven't even talked with my real-life friends for a long time. I'm afraid I'm too "comfortable" living in quarantine that social interaction scares me even more now... 

Even though I can't talk much, please know that I'll always try to do my best. I'll continue making this comic for you all. And hopefully, with a clearer mind, I can make better art. See you soon <3