I real some really horrible things about me, so... (Patreon)

....I apologize. This is me. Do I pretend to be another race? No. I AM Asian. My mom is half-Chinese half Malay. My dad is Javanese. I held grudge against my dad and never really considered his blood in me, that's why I lean more onto my mom's bloodline. That's why I said I'm half Chinese. I'm sorry if this upsets you.

And yes this is me. Not edited. I mean we can meet IRL. 

I have apologized so many times, idk, it's hard to beg for forgiveness but I will still do.

I am guilty, and I am sorry. But I'm human too, and I want to be a better person, please give me a chance.