Summer Wish Hololive (Back to the public eye) (Patreon)

Hello again, I don't know what to say exactly but for a very long time I've been wanting to draw again, to commemorate that desire and my attempt at revival, I revived this drawing for summer! and apparently Haachama is back too and requesting lewd summer art so maybe the universe was giving me a big YES and I want to believe that to be true, so even if I don't know if I'm ready I'll come back to twitter too, I miss the fun times where all my long talks were about why did I draw lewd things certain way.

I'm sure you're curious as to why I just left like that... Again, mad even or disappointed, all those feelings would be justified of course. But before I get to that it would be a great honor and pleasure to me if you could enjoy this piece in full glory, so please download it! and check it out! IT'S HUGE! and it comes with a nice edit too that almost didn't make it but then I thought... it would be a nice gift, so enjoy! because I will only post one version in twitter.   To Download in HIGH Resolution, extras and high quality, get it HERE with MEGA.

Password: valhallaknight

If humans count sheep to have a good night rest and dreams, the sheep uses humans? A little more about this drawing, I poured lots of things here, things I love about girls, hololive, memes and of course summer... but it was bad before! made me realize that time wasn't the only issue when I left this unfinished, the angles, the bodies, eyes, hair etc etc had to change (it will be painfully obvious if you compare it to the base color wip) so now I'm pretty happy with the result. I hope you like it.

PS: Yes, the Haachama below is drinking Asacoco poured in thighs!

If you don't have time to read the explanation just know that I'm here thanks to you, like the light in a fog, you keep me going and I don't want to be lost again.
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A needed explanation is in order, I know my words doesn't have much weight now but I am sorry I wasn't able to deliver as promised, as you might've guessed things aren't good around here and I was waiting for a good chance to make it back but too late I realized that a golden opportunity wasn't going to come if you just wait and life wasn't going to be fair the next morning, so here I am, full of regrets and shame but I am here and I'm sorry but I want to keep drawing so please wait and see, even if you don't do it here, I will still deliver in twitter and pixiv, I know that if you're reading it here, you've done a lot already, thank you.

Last time I told you all that I lose someone close, that was my mom, she was too kind, I love her a lot, it was unfair and heavy for us but as I said, life isn't fair, just because you're suffering, time won't stop and wait, so I just wanted to make sure my sister and her daughter would be okay because my sis is dealing with similar symptoms to this very same day (it's related to their heart)  and we don't want tragedies like that to happen ever again, but because of the pandemic, I heard news about new cases and lost ones from friends and neighbors too often, it's been a very stressful situation for my sister and the rest of the family, make us all worried and on edge all the time, I just try to be brave and calm.

I've been taking care of my nephew while my sister had it worse (with medical exams and full day rests), so I even thought of changing the way I draw to make it family friendly or even leaving drawing behind (for a brief moment I thought that), because I can't draw like I'm doing right now while taking care of them but I know that wasn't going to work, now that I know how fun it is to work on something you love freely,  I can't just give up or change it, but even if I wanted it took me some time to draw again the way I loved.

I know it feels awkward but please bear with me, I want to earn your recognition again, if you have a question regarding what  I said above I wouldn't mind answering but please use a private message, starting tomorrow I will be able to respond promptly and all the messages left so far, thanks for all the kind words you left me.

Thank you.

I will post a new work tomorrow, there's another work in progress that will appear in pixiv only upon request by mail soon.  Marine in a YABAI box will be completed too for my own amusement.