Rough Sketch Request and personal thoughts (Patreon)

It's only one to start but precisely because it's the start, it feels important, the first request is Chloe Von Einzbern from Fate/Kaleid, the request was simply her with her swords and honestly I didn't know exactly how to do it... So I failed 3 attempts (just some rough lines and poses nothing detailed to worry about) and then finally I made this and I feel very good about it.

I'm already working on the others to show you more!

What I'm going to say next it's unrelated to the drawing above, is just me thinking about patreon and the work I've done, you can ignore it since it's not a MUST READ, and don't worry is not a rant X)

First off, let me say that I don't like to open patreon when I don't have updates, it feels like I don't deserve to see the money that I haven't earned, sometimes is hard to believe that I'm getting support like this, and when one leaves I used to think "That's because I wasn't good/fast enough" (but I'm super thankful for those who came even for one day )but a good artist told me that the patrons aren't there to put pressure on me, they're supporters meant to encourage and help creators and that's how I need to feel about it.

Even thought it should be obvious, I put pressure on myself needlessly,  causing some stress in the past (and I did something similar back when I didn't had patreon, those times thinking  about the number of followers I gained or lose), even if I still can't open patreon all the time I am feeling much better about it lately and very glad that I made it in the first place, Thank you!