Ah shit, here we go again (Patreon)

DID I SAY I'M BACK FOR REAL THIS TIME??????

jesus christ am I a fucking liar

-gonna resume my update schedule

-I'll be dealing with the pile of DMs and E-mails might be slow on responding

-Refund will be issued on Oct 1

I'm not dead, almost certain that I'm not dead,

it’s been 3years almost, damn.

So Covid-19, anybody remembers that was a thing back in the day?

It was late 2019, Covid hit, the world gone panic, I had to fly back to my turf before the line shuts down, then got locked in the Ōsaka region anyway, everything was messy as hell.

Eventually, I got back to Tokyo without my equipment, no wifi ,no nothing(I didn't even have a phone btw) pretty bad shape really.

I was like "welp, I'll pull myself together by the end of this year" god was I naive.

The job market was fucked and the general circumstances weren’t so generous to allow me to make a foothold so easily.

Eventually(around early summer of 2020), shit's got better around, so I sought of getting back online then realized I have nothing to show off there.

Don't wanna go and tell I'm back empty handed so I pushed back the plan to the next month, 

and that was another beginning of my descent into drop silent habit.

I've been meaning to get back, like literally thinking about it every day, it’s just being offline for this long that made me way too comfortable with it.

This procrastination dragged on and on 'til I realize I haven't done jack shit in my life for three fucking whole year.

letters from angry tax collectors also helped me filling some sense in my head.

I'm so sorry guys, seriously this time around I feel pretty terrible done that.

can't say trust me, considering the call I made last time was a total BS,

but from now on I will do what I should do,