I just got you a boyfriend (Patreon)

Short video I had to make after listening to it's audio. It matched way too perfectly for a dialogue between Filip's older and younger self 🤣 

As funny as it is, there's a longer, pretty tiring story behind it 😬

"For the most of his life Filip was very homophobic. 

His best friend - Darek, during the early years of school, was pretty feminine and got awfully bullied. Filip, who already had a tough time adapting socially, betrayed him by never helping him out.

Later on, subconsciously, he was scared of being treated the same way Darek was, so he stifled all in-his-eyes-emasculating traits that shown themselves as he grew older. His version of "what it means to be a strong man" was disgustingly toxic and as the years moved on he tried to prove to himself, and everyone else, that he wasn't weak - unlike Darek.

When the time came for the hormones to make everyone horny, he has beaten himself up for not performing well during his first time with a girl and in fact not being even able to kiss her. A drama that later on erupted due to that incident, pushed him to forcefully try to prove to himself that he was indeed very good at sex. His self-worth depended on it. He was overly sexual, emotionless, harsh and thought of the girls with an absolute contempt. Suppressed anger could no longer be contained and he became violent, searching for whatever reason to start a fight. Substances didn't make it better, so reaching his rock bottom became an inevitable future for him.

Only thanks to a helping hand of a guy who he have met in a bar - Bryan, and his friends, Filip's life was about to take a sharp turn he could have never foreseen."