Chapter 63: Conditional Love (Patreon)

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Warning: A little NSFW. Andra overthinking and a little of yoll's past.

 Thank you for waiting! This chapter is done!

Hahaha... It's been so long that I forgot what should I comment about this chapter.

The first part of this chapter, where andra had a nightmare is made just after the last chapter. So I was feeling the ✨angst✨ and then I continue about one week.. making the storyboard, eventually get nauseated by the prolonged overthinking and negativity, when I just want to make them fuck ((((SO I DID HAHHAHAHAHAH)))) and thus the next part after the logo has different mood😂😂😂

I think hard about how to make them fight each other, then it comes to me, you know? You don't even need a big reason. Just make them fight. For the sake of drawing a scene I wanted to draw next!

In this chapter I wanted to draw about andra's insecurity and that he was shown yolka's "old photos" make it worse. Yolka only had girlfriends, gulla is the first man he fell in love with, and he fell in love with him at first sight too. Andra was doomed with the fact that he is indeed, not even a bit, yolka's type. Yolka likes cold beauties that is expert in playing push-and-pull with him, not a pervert who secretly write self-insert porny fanfic (in author's oldschool word, "lemon"😭) who is warm and straightforward, ✨even though he's not very straight✨, but he already fall for you and your magical blackhole of an iron flat ass, what you can do? He don't even let anyone near you more than him🫵

But I indeed write andra this way. He's, since very start is someone who "keep himself in check" aka humbling himself in love. He started this relationship with "one day maybe he'll go back to his fated mate, even so, I want to be with him as long as I can." and accept that maybe one day he will just be a passerby in yolka's life. He be going all YOLO but pessimistically YOLO, this potato 😭
But this is the way andra survive his life without big heartbreak nor deep sadness.

Yolka meanwhile, just being big silly lion who like to be groped and feel happy andra is jealous. I wanted to draw a pearl necklace( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)but end up with body chain( ͡°( ͡° ͜ʖ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ʖ ͡°) ͡°)in the end.
My editor asked why his face is like that being groped in public, he looks so happy, is he an M? I think he is, he issss😂 I also like the part when he's half threatening his father, making use of his status as a nepo baby, to demand a permission to get rid of andra's bullies. I think day by day, his un-coolness is showing more and more.
Yolka, your image as a cool and perfect boss is crumbling!

He still deserves a hit from each one of us for thinking andra is ugly, though. But the fact that he also think andra is the cutest in the world is also very true. His heart (and dick) is coming out to testify for him.

Anyway, thank you for waiting for me so generously!🙇‍♀️ I think you guys are the most patient patrons in the world. Just supporting me in anything I do, I can't thank you enough🥹🥹

For my kind and generous supporter, that is you, I wish that you would always be happy and healthy, being safe wherever you are. I hope you get the opportunity you wanted and the rest you deserved, your wallet is full of money and you can eat all you want without getting sick and without getting fat ((((MY DREAMMM HHHH))), also wishing you a healthy bowel movement and healthy respiratory system so you can always drink delicious cold drinks and eat ice cream whenever you want. Always hoping the best for you and your loved ones💕

Lastly, thank you for Ayanna who edited this chapter!! Wish you all the besttt 💕💕

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Thank you very much and have a nice day, Look forward to the next chapter~!

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