Vent pictures and important update ❤️ (Patreon)

Hello 🥰

Hope you all have been enjoying the beginning of fall, its finally raining here which is soooo nice! Finally the pnw is returning to normal.

And Speaking of returning to normal

I will be pausing my patreon for October. This Just means you wont get charged for the month of October and membership will resume in November 🥰 you will still be able to access my Patreon and posts while the billing is paused. Just no new sets October

This allows me to take some much needed time to heal. I got covid this month and its taking its sweet time going away. I have also been experienced some pretty bad trauma surrounding the cosplay community and friends and i need time to process that and figure out how i want to continue creating online.

I keep saying im going to help myself, im going to get better, but it hasnt been happening and i realize i really need help. I need therapy, i need my family to come help me, maybe i even need medication. But i have watched a steady decline of my mental state over the past year and a half to the point where i don't recognize myself anymore.

During October i will probably still do some shoots so i can create a backlog for future months. But mostly i will be healing.

You will still be getting September shoots of course 🙏 dont think i have forgotten them, they are still coming!

But october will be on pause. I hope you can understand my reasoning.

Recently someone told me that I "couldnt get anything done without breaking down" and unfortunately they kind of arent wrong. I feel kind of pathetic 😅

So yeah thats the plan ❤️ gonna post the sets for September when i get them all finished! I had to cancel all of my planned shoots for the month due to getting covid so im scrambling to figure things to shoot my house instead. But no worries! I always figure out something!