Soft elf boi preview (Patreon)

Smol photoshoot while getting polaroids done

I plan on updating you guys soon on what’s been going on in my life. It’s been extremely hard for me to feel great posting anywhere except here. With dire family issues, friends up and leaving me with no reason, a shitty living situation, stress about moving, to a new found pressure and bullying on social media, I’m not exactly handling it well. I probably sound like a broken record at this point.

Ive always just wanted to create art and bring smiles to peoples faces and continue to learn and grow as a person.

I feel so scared right now with everything, leaving me feel so empty.

I am seeking help, I am very serious about getting back into therapy, but of course with covid happening there aren’t many openings.

I love you all very much and thank you for being here

I’m not going to stop creating but there is a lot o need to rethink right now.

Patreon will continue its same course with regular content

But I’m going to renavigate social media a bit in these coming weeks. Nothing hugely different, I don’t think at least but I’m just so tired and overwhelmed

Lots of people think I have this impervious armor because I have a following but in reality I’m very soft and squishy and very very easily hurt. And it’s something I need to work on, I realize. I need to have a thicker skin to handle critique and negativity better.

So yeah I guess that kind of ended up being the update!

Mail for May is going out soon, and posting the catra album soon, as well as this elf boi and hopefully two other looks before the end of the month.

Again thank you so much and I love you all so much. Thank you for being here while I grow as a person and come to understand this weird life I lead.