My Whole Life is Different Now; and not Even in a Way That's Poetic but in a Way That's Completely Debilitating (Patreon)

started this cuz i was having a bad few days for ptsd
weird things were triggering me that usually dont and i was constantly on the verge of tears so i channelled it all into this noisey sketch
and then i went back in yesterday and today and cleaned it up more and added drums to it and more textural stuff