Which position do you NOT feel comfortable as and comment below as to why that is! (Patreon)

I'm always curious to know if people are more confident in one position than the other. For instance, I love bottoming. I enjoy it. It makes me feel good to know that someone is getting pleasure off of me. But on the flip side, I am not a confident top like I used to. And I've always wondered why that is. I think it's because, for me, being a top is more intimate and I need a connection with someone to be a top. Perhaps that's what relationships are all about. Giving and receiving. Becoming one and being comfortable with each other that you feel confident no matter what position you are. What do you guys think?