some.. good news (Patreon)

so..
due to losing 3 of my websites because of a yearly 15$ bill i couldnt pay and nobody caring..
i am going to assume nobody gives a flying fk but..
my external HDD had gotten corrupted or i guess dynamic caching was fkin it up
due to earlier this summer... fk AC in next room and some f'in women and her hairdryer...
litteraly... made the breakers jump 8 times in 3 days...
Days... that... i was backing up... 500g+ worth of mods and animes...
so i though that was all lost...
And well though atleaaaast 3/4 of all my already finished work was just gone from all my sources...
But... miraculously i was able to HOPEFULLY remove all my skyrim+fo mods from the drive
after changing wire and using a what i expect is a higher voltage usb slot annnd overriding permissions on 1tb worth of individual small fkin files.... 10 TIMESSSS
Eventually worked xD
but ya... not trustin the drive anymore...
so now... i need a new external which Ding ding i cannot afford
kawaiihentai.com..... is... taking... 2.5..............TB............ of hentai space xD #FML
So erm... ya...
i... am erm.... editing old 1-2g+ videos i been haording for small 10-30 second parts in it lol...
hopefully will be able to clear 100g+ of space by doing that to put all my work
Also well...
since kawaiimods.com was simply duplicated from nekomods.com
which nekomods was the original name and also my oldest website
i used to run it has a phpbb nightmare... then one day... it was... ALLLLLL FKED....
so HTML prevailed that day xD
But yaaaa
sadly i cannot redirect the urls i lost...
RIP kawaiioppai.com kawaiiecchi.com kawaiimods.com....
thx for the few ones who has been sticking around btw...
and to the others now begging me for my mtfkin content...
when 45$ for a whooole year..... with 4 months of me warning about it...
could of saved... 5 YEARS OF MY LIFE WORK...
well... to that
i say to all of you
Suck my Fkin Useless, Homeless.. Dirty Fkin Cock
except..
the 4 patrons i actually miraculously still have since all this time..
even though i am now not even clearing half of my monthly webhosting fee's + rest...
that 23$ still gets me close enough to it that it allowed me to atleast...
Manage to keep that going on..
I Will hopefully.. if i can ever get past this insanely deep burnout that covid is nooot helping
well.. i will be doing simple stuff to try to slowly get back into it
and well i forgot fk all so.. id start with simple massive amount of retexture like i was doing with FO4 at the end
Which to you patrons
that were godly enough to stick around ever since i became.. and still am homeless
id take requests to hopefully atleast spread my oversaturated wire goodness once again and cheer up you fellow weebus

TLDR
since kawaiimods mostly had nekomods.com Fully redirecting to it ever since i rename it
which was to prevent losing my 3-4+ yrs of prior links
And mainly since i cannot shut down nekomods xD since it is my main hosting domain
Which kawaiihentai is on its own, but gbtv,ksenpai, hmm...
since i lost 3 sites... ya... thx for watching me slowly die without so much of a word..
.. actually nvm i couldnt shut it down while there is only 2 sites active now...
since...... wheni  became homeless... their automatic system fked up...
which got me striked with 3....NSF fees for that alone+ 4 more... ya... #FML
But ya... it auuuuutomatically paid for fkin nekomods... which i was weeks away from shutting down finally...
to.... the end.. of fkin 2021.......
Sooooo yaaaaa
i found allllllllllllllll my screenshots
basically, i am currently backing up all of kawaiimods
which other then having to redownload and fix content links
I should be able to simply reverse what i did back then
and force all kawaiimods.com links to be changed into nekomods.com/

MEANING
it could take a bit... i am reallly really burned the fk out and weak Af lately...
But thanks to Desktop Magic Engine...
My... "OH MY FKIN GOD KAWAII"
Senpai Innersoul has very faintely but surely, reignited
and you know me..
If it ain't purple... it ain't fkin worth living..
She took me all week but totally wuuurz it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztB-NPn0E-I
so after spending 20h on a simple purple desktop waifu...
my ocd is kickin in..
also with mhw being complete horse shit now..
my need to mod it... is starting to be beyond urgent...

SoYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
all that was on kawaiimods
HOPEFULLY all
will be back soon enough if all i got to do is mess around my sql database and rename shits
id use my voice bot to spam repeat the process and be done in less then a day
but then reuploading and finding a new place to do so.. will take atleast a week or more...
and well... ya again... i am beyond depressed lately so..
do not lose hope...
i will bring the kawaii stash back asap
and spread my oversatured fkin jizz all over this modding world once again soon enough

Arigato Gozaimasu Desu
🐈MinoumimiSenpai