an update! (Patreon)

Hi everybody,

I'm sorry I've been so quiet these past couple weeks. I have been very drained from renovations and things, and am so distracted. I'm disappointed in myself for not keeping the communications going as much as I had intended to, and I'm sure a lot of you are too. And I'm sorry those dabbler videos are taking so long for me to release. I am very grateful for all of the patience and understanding people have been showing me though, here and in the discord! I feel like I don't deserve it, but I really want to work on myself and I have such high hopes and plans for how things will be once these renovations are finished and life doesn't feel so jumbled! 

As far as the renovations go, things are coming along, however slower than expected. Originally I wanted it to be finished before the end of April, but as things have been going I imagine it will take longer than that.  Our new goal is to have it finished before the end of May and to start Summer off in a fancy new room! I think I will hire some extra helpers for the next couple phases to move the project along faster.

I will continue to keep the billing cycle paused until my renovations are complete and do my best to release more content before then. I'd still like to do a cooking video! and ideally, I plan to go back and finish editing the videos I've abandoned for one reason or another and get them ready to share with you guys. I know a lot of you have wanted to see certain videos I've teased and didn't release due to my high standards. And who knows, maybe some of them you'll like even if I didn't! Also, I think it would great to start off fresh in this new studio and make amazing videos without looking back :)

Don't get your hopes up on those unreleased videos though. They are unreleased for a reason after all! I do not think they're all bad, but I might still decide not to share certain ones. We will see! 

On a somewhat related note, I took a tumbled a couple weeks ago and fell right on my poor lil face. I was all bruised and rough looking, but I did a lot of sleeping and am looking and feeling much better now! Anyway, this is one of the reasons I haven't been very active on the snapchat lately </3 

I don't have too much more to say than that I think! I'm sorry again. I've been getting a little too caught up in my future plans and feeling frozen. I realize I can't keep letting myself freeze up though and I need to pull through on my promises.

I hope you have all been enjoying April. We've had a lot of really nice, warm, sunny days here recently! I have been enjoying it, as have the animals. And it really helps with the renovating to work in the nicer weather. I hope you have been able to enjoy some nice outside time too :)

Much love and I hope you are having a lovely day/night <3

-Aftyn