Giving Yourself - Part 13, Pathetic Bug (Patreon)

It was simply hell, Hila was crueler than ever, insisting that you stay on all fours all the time, you were too scared to say anything anymore, she had full dominance over you. It amazed you how fast she turned from the “it’s not me” attitude to being fully into enjoying enslaving you.

One day she pulled the sheet off and you were standing, you quickly fell on all fours, scared from her reaction.

“What was that? You were standing? Didn’t I tell you that bugs can’t stand?”, she hid a smile, acted like she’s angry.

You released a sob, shaking.

She plucked you out of the aquarium, placed you on the floor, “you know, maybe I should just crush you?”, she teased mischievously.

“No, please, goddess I’m sorry”, you pleaded with your head down, not even sure she can hear you.

“This is what happens to pathetic bugs who can’t follow orders, they are being crushed”, playfully, the ball of her foot touched you back, pushing you gently into the floor, you were terrified.

She twisted it a little, causing you immense pain, then she released the pressure, you kept laying on the cold floor, afraid to move.

Her foot landed next to you, terrified, your eyes drifted to look up, she wasn’t looking at you anymore, you saw her bent down and lifted your aquarium, walking with it to the kitchen, you kept staring, frozen.

Then you saw she threw your aquarium in the garbage, “we won’t be needing this anymore”, she slowly came back, you watched as her feet touches the cold floor and slowly detach, making a sticky noise of her sweaty skin being departed from the wooden floor, step by step, slowly, you didn’t understand what’s going on, is she really going to crush you? Thoughts ran through your head.

She bent down, looking at you from above, “look here”, she ordered, you carefully raised your head, she held her running shoe in front of you, “this is your home from now on”, she explained, “I used them for the treks during my vacation, they are ruined anyway, can’t use them, I bought new ones”.

She placed the shoe next to you and then picked you up and dropped you in, the smell of her foot was a thousand times intensified inside, the ground was soaked in sweat, you watched the toe section and it had black marks of dried sweat in the shape of her toes, it seems like she used these shoes barefoot for the treks in her vacation, it also explains how come she got so much dead skin.

You looked and saw her smug face watching you from outside of the shoe, “from now on when you’re not licking my feet - you clean the shoes, suck the sweat from the sole or lick it I don’t care how, when you’re finished we will move you to the other shoe”.

“Y.. yes goddess, but.. but when am I allowed to sleep”, you asked, afraid from her response.

A cruel smile started forming on her face, “well as far as I’m concerned - never”, she said in satisfaction, like she expected the question, you bowed your head down, Oria was right, Hila turns out to be the cruellest person you’ve ever knew and now her inner side is fully unleashed, all she needed was a vacation, a promotion at work and a shrunken slave to ask her to be freed.

“Get to work”, you immediately lowered your face again, licking the disgusting inner sole of her shoe.

“Pathetic loser”, her voice boomed from above, “you forgot to thank me for being so kind to you”.

“Thank you kind goddess”, you said from the inside of her shoe, she chuckled and went away, you kept licking, afraid she might come back.

After hours of work, you started collapsing, you were completely exhausted, so you crawled to the toe section and hoped you were out of sight, you immediately fell asleep.

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You heard her steps getting closer, you jumped and started licking quickly, a shadow formed above. Hila plucked you from inside the shoe and placed you on the table, turned on the TV and placed her feet in front of you, saying nothing.

You crawled to the closest foot and started working, her feet were extremely sweaty this time, she probably came back from jogging, you tried to use it to remove as much dead skin as possible, finally you could rip it off relatively easy, they soaked in sweat, you swallowed gallons of it but tried to ignore it, you were focused on clearing as much area as possible, you didn’t swallow everything - you took advantage about the fact she’s focused on TV to hide some of her dead skin beneath your clothes, or spit it behind you, hoping she wouldn’t notice.

You were making amazing progress, hoped that every day could be like that, the area below her big toe was almost completely cleared of dead skin, you were so proud of yourself.

Hila's phone rang, she got some messages and checked them out.

Then when you licked and bit off a small remaining part below her big toe, she scrunched it, closing it over your head, squeezing it.

“Ugh, I’m not into guests right now”, she said out loud, you squirmed and tried to push her toe or foot, to release yourself, but then she released her grip and you fell on your back, face filled with dead skin powder and sweat. You adjusted your breathing.

She tapped rapidly, it was clear that something is annoying her, and then she just made a call:

“Sorry girl, I’m super busy”, she said irritatedly.

“It’s got to be Oria, and she wants to visit”, you thought to yourself, your heart pounded rapidly, maybe she can somehow help you.

“Guy? You want to know how my pathetic slave is doing?”, Hila giggled, then placed her foot on top of you, squeezing, leaving your head between her big and second toe, you squirm in pain and then saw her iPhone lenses above you, *CLICK*, and a sending sound.

“That's how he’s doing”, she laughed while increasing the pressure, you moaned in pain, “are you being serious?” Hila started laughing, “this pathetic loser has a crush on me for around half of his life, and this is how he wants to live, I’ll do what I want with him, you’re acting weird”, she kept playing with her foot squeezing you while they changed the subject and talked about other things, eventually they finished the conversation.

She released her foot and placed it on the ground, then you gave you a look. She probably thought how miserable you look, she grabbed and threw you inside her shoe again, then went to shower.

Desperate, you started licking her shoe sole, it was impossible to clean it, it was probably a joke to her, even if you were normal size - this show is beyond cleaning, so you just licked it, sucking on her dry sweat, stalling time.

When you heard she started shower, you went to the toe section again and fell asleep.

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You woke up by falling from the shoe to the wooden floor, you have no idea how long you slept.

Hila stared at you from above, “how dare you disobey me? How dare you sleep when I specifically ordered you not to?” Her voice was cold, strict, it sent Chills down your spine.

You held your ribs, moaning and crying, then her sole pushed your face back, causing you to fall on your back, you watched Hila’s face for the first time in a while.

She was mad, her eyes were pure evil, you’ve never seen her like that. You didn’t know why she’s exaggerating that much.

“I asked you a question, BUG”.

“I.. I don’t know goddess, please, I just collapsed”

Her big toe hovered above your head.

“I swear, I will squish it, pop your skull like a grape”

“Ughh, what is wrong with you??? Why are you so cruel, what have I ever done to you, I only wanted to help y-“

Her toe smashed your face, she added some pressure, *CRACK*

She quickly removed her toe, your nose broke, your face was filled with blood.

“Oops”, Hila covered her mouth, you looked at her and realized she’s hiding a smile, “I didn’t mean it”, but then she started laughing, you just continued squirming.

“Wow, the power rush”, she said, breathing sexually, giggling, “I’ve never felt anything like that before”.

You twisted yourself, crawling on all 4, trying to get away from her feet, you couldn’t think straight anymore.

“I’m literally a goddess, you are as fragile as an ant compared to me, you understand that?”, she said like it wasn’t obvious already.

You kept crawling.

“Where are you going? You really think you can escape?”, you didn’t think that, but you didn’t know what else to do.

“Now I finally understand girls who crush men, there’s nothing more empowering than feeling a helpless loser break like nothing with the power of my foot, god, all the wasted years, I could’ve crush so many”

“P..please goddess, I beg you, let me live”, you mumbled, holding your face, you couldn’t even crawl anymore.

Hila smiled, enjoying herself looking at you suffer, she forgot all about her question, she didn’t care anymore, she just enjoyed the moment.

She raised her foot again, making an evil smirk, then biting her lower lip, she’s actually about to crush you.

You stopped squirming, embracing yourself for impact, your whole life running in your mind.

You regret nothing, although giving yourself to Hila became a living hell, it was definitely worth your heavenly time with Oria.

*Gling Gling*

The doorbell rang, you opened your eyes, Hila foot was still above you, then her face shifted and she watched the entrance, slowly lowering her foot to the ground next to you.

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End of part 13