It's a funny double-edged sword... (Patreon)

It's a funny little thing because when I try to do something different/new, I realize just how incompetent I am in comparison to the visions I have in my head, yet it inspires me to keep trying new things to hopefully learn how to do more things and inspire more ideas for more things I will want to try that will again make me realize just how incompetent I am to accomplish it, and the cycle repeats-- all the while I improve xD

It's a love-hate kind of relationship.