Channel Update + Poll for Next (Patreon)

Hey guys, now that I am in a better headspace, I can more calmly update what's going on. I don't plan on stopping Patreon or YouTube (I love doing audios too much) but I might rebrand soon for a fresh start. I've always liked the name Ren, and my pronouns are he/him. It's kind of like...I just want to leave my mistakes behind me. My channel getting hacked was half youtubes fault, but also mine. I just want to start over and new.

My youtube videos will be re-uploaded soon, I luckily saved them on a thumb drive. I've had some people ask what happened, and I don't want to get too personal, just know I made some bad decisions and am working on being much kinder to myself in the future. The good news is, because of you, I can now afford therapy and hopefully more effective medication. You did that! You, reading this! Every single one of you helped me be able to do that and I will never be able to say thank you enough. That was my main goal when opening this patreon and I'm very, very greatful to have reached it. I'll be starting therapy as soon as possible, and take much better care of myself going forward. I promise.

That being said, I like making patreon audios. I really, really do..it doesn't feel like work, it feels like having fun~ I like being able to have characters be more intimate, which YouTube doesn't let me do. The idea that they miss you or just show up to make a mess of you is a really fun concept for me, I love that so much ✨

So, vote for one of my 4 boys, and I'll do whatever I'm feeling with the winner. I like voicing all of them about the same right now, so you can pick~ The scene will be...hmm. Probably just one of my favorites. And don't worry, I will take my time on it, so it'll be around the end of the month for this audio.

Thank you again; I appreciate you so very much. Let's do our best.