HORIMIYA EP 13 [FO] (Patreon)

ahhhh~😭 one of the most heartwarming stories of love I've ever had the pleasure of watching oh my GOD. This show hit me so hard I literally do not have words. Miyamura as a character hit way too close to home and my journey of mental health or technically lack of it. The imagery of him stepping into the sun and finally talking and facing the darker side of himself [that then turned into his child self?] was just so powerful. 

It kind of highlights that when you're ignoring your past of hurt and pain, you're ignoring that little kid in you that just wants to be seen and loved. Of course, his journey was very quick, and in reality, this journey is incredibly arduous and painful, but, it was so nice to see it play out and just generally highlighted in media like this. It felt incredibly validating to me.

Also, seeing the hypothetical reality take place in a world where Miyamura never helped Sota with his ball... FUCK. that one hurt me. It's amazing seeing how everything played out and how their story affected the stories of everyone around them too. Idk. I felt very lucky to watch this anime. 😭