Re:zero S2 Ep 13 (Patreon)

what the fuck? Satella is adorable? Do we love her? why do i like her? what the fuck? im so confused truly. Also Echidna might not be the kind witch we thought she was. It seems that Satella actually just wants subaru to learn to love himself, but why do all the witches love him the way they do? Why do they care for him the way they do? Why do they help him? Also why did Subaru lose his ability to enter the sanctuary and undergo the trials? Does Echidna want him to desperately come back asking for a contract with her? ALSO what the fuck is roswaal trying to achieve because this man has me fucking confused.