Update on the current mess + Secret reveal. (Patreon)

Lots of time has passed already, it might not mean much for some but for me time is slowly tickling, you know my current situation at this point and I've never felt so powerless before.. As for my well being, I'm physically doing nicely, I caught a slight cold but that's just due to my own stupidity alone, I have a temporary roof above my head and I'm more than grateful about that, however, it's not gonna last long. I've always hated inconsistency and half answers, a yes that could just change to a no as time goes on.. this is my current situation right now, sent a huge amount of CVs in a small island with no jobs whatsoever, I'm not tired of trying, I'd do anything in order to keep my promises but the more I keep on trying the more I feel like my dream of finishing what I started is becoming less and less doable in my current position.
I know you people told me to just focus on my life right now but I'm really passionate about my project, I'd love to go back and start it way before all of this happened, I just had no experience nor any faith in my puny demos at the times-.. Would've that changed things? I have no idea-.. I'm maybe just trying to find solutions in the past.
When it comes to jobs, I may have found one, it's really promising but requires a training course which the more I read about the less confident I feel about it, I won't give any details about it but just know I'm probably diving inside something way bigger than me.. But hey, this was my father's idea all along and despite me not fully believing it being a successful solution (since I'm probably failing the tests) I'll just have to trust him and focus on doing my best-.. afterall I have nothing else at the moment.

Is this an explanation? A rant? I'm not sure anymore-.. however, I feel like I shouldn't leave any of you empty handed, I appreciate you guys for still supporting me despite all of this happening, for the ones that left, I'd love to thank them all too for supporting me as long as they did but meeh-.. as I'm gonna shamefully copy and paste the first part in all my current socials, this part underneath is gonna be private for you all to see-.. I'm doing this without even contacting my co-developer-.. which I feel guilty about but I wanted my words to be 100% pure-.. maybe-.. I'm not even sure anymore, but hey! I'll break some rules, you guys will have to forgive me for the low quality of these pics, but I wanted to show you what was ready and never got published due to our plans, there was two more characters that were supposed to be shown along with the protagonists and the two succubi, those characters are Yomu (the blue haired girl that silently follows Alex and Philla around) and Teresa.
Me and my co-developer wanted to put them in another separate character reveal but due to there being training after training we were never able to add the two remaining characters for their character reveal (The Angel Trio and Madreterna).
So, you can now find their new designs under this post, I really am happy on how they translated to Koikatsu, expecially Teresa since I managed to give her more of a war angel form than with 3DCG.
Other than that, me and my co-developer, the few times I managed to talk to him, tried to revive the game by making small improvements to the house, I had to change the walls a little bit since the yellow I gave to it was a bit yucky, then I resized the stairs a little bit, fixed some stuff inside, placed some more fornitures like inside the bathroom, placed a window (which required 4 sets of walls to make TvT) but I was having fun again-.. until I got busy again with my homeless stuff and-.. emotionally fell-.. again-..
This is probably not me returning-.. nor is it-.. a promise or anything, I just don't want to leave this project.. It's the first time I manage to work on something that I love and that I want to see finished, maybe with some sequels too, I had a bunch of ideas for possible sequels already that I kept inside of me for so long just because "I want to focus on the first game first!"..
I have no idea how much time I need to get back on track.. IF I manage to that is, again, not a goodbye, not a "I'm back".. I just care, for how lame that sounds.

Wish me luck!!