Alpha Beta - Chapter 11 (Patreon)

As we walked through the doors, we were greeted with cheering and welcoming applause from the girls inside. It was a nice feeling, to be so welcome, and the nerves I felt washed away except for a sudden urge to pee. A girl named Jay walked up to us and lead us to our rooms which already had our stuff laid out on the floor.

“You guys have an hour to set up your room, then Brittany will come and give you the rundown on how things are done around here” she explained, and closed the door to our new room. The sound of the busy sorority house completely shut out once the door was closed, leaving June and in peace and quiet. 

“What have we got ourselves into Amy” June said softly, as I nurtured my bladder and tried to ease the abrupt aching.

“Hey, you said last night that nothing matters as long as we’re together” I replied matter-of-factually, trying to hide my sudden desperation.

“Amy we are wearing and wetting diapers; that girl Suki this morning told me she is completely incontinent and hasn’t had a boyfriend in years. Does that sound like something you want?”

“I..” I didn’t know what to say; part of me was wanting to just agree with her and try to fight it, but another part of me...liked everything about this place. It was in this small moment of silence that I finally realized something. The community, the money, the grades, it was all wonderful, and while the diapers were supposed to be some negative condition of it all, it actually was the one thing I became most drawn too. Every inch of my mind was trying to suppress the thoughts, but I knew this: I liked wearing diapers. 

I looked up at June in revelation. Everything became so simple, so clear. Even as my desperation grew, it didn’t distract me from one thought. I wanted to be here no matter what. June needed to accept it and become one of us, and I would make sure she did. 

“I want to be here. I don’t care about the diapers, or even about the money or the grades. This just feels like where I’m supposed to be” I said confidently. June was shocked, she looked at me like I had completely lost my mind. Inside my bladder was on the verge of bursting. I didn’t put much thought into the fact that I had just had a massive pee last night, and hadn’t drank anything since then...yet I was struggling to hold on. It was all so sudden too, as If someone punched 2 liters of liquid into there, and little dribbles were starting to escape. 

When the first few drops soaked into the soft padding, I got an idea. “I’ll prove it.” I said, and dropped my sweatpants to the ground. June looked at me, puzzled and angry and for a moment nothing happened...Then I pushed. June watched on, shocked for a moment, then her eyes widened as she watched the front of my diaper yellow. The sound of rushing pee hitting the diaper hissed loudly into the silent room, and June took a step back, trying to comprehend what she was seeing. 

“You’re not...you can’t be….oh my god. You’re serious.”

It felt so nice to just let go, like Brittany had said. I probably could have held it 10 or 15 minutes longer...not without more leaks of course, but in letting go I avoided any longer desperation and pain, just quick relief and a warm, wet diaper hugging my crotch. I couldn’t help be smile and sigh, which only advanced June’s shock. I could see she was struggling for words after watching what I had just done. She had seen me lose control, and pee into a diaper willingly when drunk, but never sober and in such dramatic fashion. 

“I told you I was when we put these diapers on. I’m not going to fight this, and neither should you. The sooner you come to accept the situation for what it is the better it will be for all of us, especially me.” I said, my pants around my ankles and a sagging, warm diaper in full view. 

“Think about it. If we show resistance, they won’t like us. The dean wont like us. It will be harder for us to stay her happily if no one likes us, let’s do this right.”

June scowled in anger at me. “You are just saying all this because you’re the new favorite, even Brittany can see that and she is jealous of you. You hear them, they didn’t even want me. They just wanted me so they could get you. And this diaper wetting you just did only proves that you’re desperate to please them, to have approval.” She was fuming now.

“I mean no...well maybe but...we’re here...together...I want us to be a part of this, nothing about favorites just you and me in this place with all these new friends...this can work out just-”

“This is all your fault Amy” June lost her stern gaze and collapsed into tears “I’ll never forgive you for this, you’ve done this to me.” 

I couldn’t help start to cry along with her. Her words winded me with hateful force, but she was right. This was my idea in the first place, and I was the one who dragged her along even when she wasn’t accepted back. I sobbed like a baby.

There was a sudden knock on the door and Brittany barged in.

“Girls I-...oh, sorry. I can come back…” She said awkwardly and questioning. There in front of her was two girls sobbing, one with their pants on the ground in a wet diaper, the other collapsed on the floor. 

“It’s fine” June said aggressively, wiping at her nose as she got to her feet “Pull up your pants babygirl, let’s start the tour.”