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Just a little thing that caught my imagination.

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Thirteen  and a half years ago, my dad went out the the store.  He said it was  for milk, it was actually for a pack of smokes, none of that is super  relevant.

Six months ago, he came home.

It was... uncomfortable, at first.  Mom had remarried.  I  had a boyfriend, and dad hadn't had the luxury of a half decade to come  to terms with me being super gay.  We'd remodeled the upstairs at one  point, and replaced the front lawn with a less water-sucking courtyard.   General improvements made over time, that added up to an alien home to  someone who was out of their own era.

But he was back.  He was home.  My dad.  I couldn't be mad or awkward  forever; I'd loved him, and still did.  He was always there for me,  until the day he wasn't.

There is, with humans, an imperative to search for a cause to something.  Why,  we ask.  Why is the sun so bright, why is the sky blue?  Why does this  bird live here and this one does not?  Why am I sick, and why can't we  fix it?

Why did a human man, age thirty nine, drop off the face of the world  for thirteen long years, and come back as if nothing had happened?

Fuck, he even brought back that beat up old pickup he loved.  Loves.

So we started looking.  I took time off work.  Mom canceled her  vacation plans.  Even Devon, her husband who had been starting to feel  more and more like a 'dad', sat with us when we needed an extra head,  and gave us polite space when it became uncomfortable.  He and dad got  along really well, though, which was surprising.  Dad was taking this  whole thing kinda well.  Maybe he was just delightfully surprised good  smartphones existed.

But after six months, what it was looking like was that there was no  why.  There was no greater plan to this.  No magic, no divine  intervention, no summoning from another dimension.  No curse, hex, pact,  or glitch in the matrix.  There were no anomalous energy readings, no  quantum fluctuations, no... anything.  There was just something that had  happened.  Once.  And never again.

Until we found the support group.

I went with dad sometimes, other times he went on his own, when he  said he needed space.  I always felt my heart skip a beat when that  happened, because I remembered what happened the last time he left the  house alone.  It was a meetup group at the local library, every Saturday  afternoon, for people who... well, there wasn't a blanket term.  For  people like my dad.

People who had their whole lives upended in an instant, from  something that didn't make sense.  They talked, they commiserated, they  cried together.  They found something there that I didn't fully  understand had been lost, but that they all needed.

Cassandra was the woman who started the group.  She'd been dead for  most of her life, and was still coming to terms with how that even  worked.  Her husband was really amazing, always there for her, even when  he'd just attended her funeral again.  She told us, "There are some  things in the world that we don't understand yet.  And there are some  things in the world we don't want to understand.  But then, there's those things that understanding slides around, like oil and water.  We're those."

I'd spent the next week calling my dad "Oily" with a big old grin,  until he'd laughingly tossed me into the community swimming pool with a  throw that I remembered from my childhood, and suddenly felt the pain of  missing again.  We'd stopped laughing, but not stopped understanding  each other then.

There were other people who came and went from the group.  Bob, who  sometimes got to relive days, but not in any particular order.  He'd  always tell us if he'd looped, to be polite, and offer up advice on who  shouldn't buy lottery scratchers.  Mars was less polite; a young person  from another Earth, who had a lot of cultural adaptation to do.  She  yelled a lot.  Or Louis, who'd found a really, really old coin that made him consume wi-fi and microwave radiation for some reason.

My favorite though was the guy my age, Indri.  He said he'd been  cursed, which was actually kind of hard to take, because curses implied  magic, which implied it could be repeated.  That sort of systemic thing  was really uncomfortable, almost distressing, to the rest of the group.   They didn't just think that our problems were one-offs, they needed  them to be unique.  If only so we could know it wasn't happening to  anyone else.  Not like we ever would with Indri.  I don't actually know  his actual name, I just write something different, because everything  written or recorded about him blanks itself after a while.  It took me a  while to figure out that I have to treat him as a hypothetical, or a  fictional character to get anything to stick.  Makes it hard to keep up a  friendship with him, but we're getting coffee after the group this  weekend, so it must be working.

I know all of this sounds like it doesn't have a point, or like  there's disappointment that there wasn't some grand plot, or colossal  family drama, or a big twist to it.  Maybe there will be, eventually.   But there is a point.  My dad's back.  He's having trouble adjusting,  but he's back.  My dad, who I thought was either dead or an asshole for  thirteen years, is home again.  He bought that damn milk, he carried it  through thirteen impossible years, and he made it back to an unfamiliar  world.  But he did it.

And life goes on.

I'm gonna go hug my dad now.

Comments

maximilianshade

I liked this. Do you post these to reddit or anything to get comments?

Argus

I do post these on the associated writing prompt over on r/writingprompts. Sometimes I get responses, but there's just so many things flowing through there, they get buried easy.