A formal apology and my decisions in future henceforth... (Patreon)
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I have been deleting and remaking every word i typed into this text for almost 2 hours, but that will not restore the lost time nor our relationship faith built in each other supporter to artist.
I know i lost all your trust in doing nothing for almost 7-months for this Patreon page, not updates, no anything at all. Even if i say all my excuses in the world it won't be enough.
Which is why i am truly sorry for what i have done and i will take responsibility for it.
As for why i have been out to get and buy some milk and never returning for that amount of time, all i can say is that I had been taking odd jobs in day in order to keep things afloat in my family. Lets just all say its all personal problems and i am not willing to engage or spill it... it's still an ongoing issue financially wise, I had to.... i am sorry again for that but now i am willing to take risk and quit my day job and possibly do an all-in gamble in order to make things up for you guys in the future. I am not sure how am i gonna do it but if it meant that i can restore some of your faith then I am willing to get back on my feet and tell you guys that i will try my best.
Poll characters will be restarted, as i have lost all my faith in making decision, so i will try to re-haul the idea of poll characters request according to only limited and i will tell it soon, for now i have to re-evaluate my time accordingly.
To give you guys more honesty, i will open my DM's in facebook and twitter, please do not use patreon, its not for me but for the sake of my sanity as patreon really is a bad place for it, that's the only thing i can ask of you... we can talk and have a chat personally what you can tell me and suggestion to change in this page, as for my patreon's future.
what would you guys rather... Patreon or Pixivfanbox? its a question i had been DM'd for if anyone or me prefer to be in. its just a noteworthy one but let me hear it.
Again, i have no excuse... i am sorry and i will do better. again.... unfortunately as it sounds i feel desperate at times but i urge you to give me a chance and i will do my best.