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Well this month sure did challenge me. I'll probably write more extensively about it in the monthly  report tomorrow but for now here's a proper ink version of Page 1. Still sans speech bubbles, but it's a start!

I started reading a book by James Clear called Atomic Habits that has really clarified for me when my projects go awry and when they go smoothly. I've always known it was a lot of mind games to get myself to follow through on one of my own projects without getting horribly distracted, discouraged, etc. but this book has reframed that.

When my projects have gone smoothly it's because they were easy and simple enough in my mind that I could treat them like a habit, they were satisfying to chip away at a little every day and didn't feel like an impossible mountain of work.

When they go awry it's because they're big, difficult and complex, such that I don't feel like I can make a meaningful impact on them when I sit down to work, especially  if I only have a few minutes, I'll pick something else to do instead, like make sketches or doodles.

This means that my progress is limited by how often I have uninterrupted chunks of time in my schedule to work on a single page like this one for 3 hours...and that's kinda infrequent lately.

tl;dr I'm going to try starting June by making smaller pieces of work for myself and make it habitual so I stop waiting for ideal conditions.

Thanks for your patience, everyone. ♥ I know it's been a slower month than April, which was one of my better in terms of output.

Winton

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Anonymous

Love it. It's always frustrating when stuff goes sideways but it's important to feel good with creating stuff, even if it's not a linear path from sketch > final. Wishing you the best going forward!

wintonkidd

Thank you very much Futo! I appreciate your solidarity in this matter ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Grace Kieser

I ran into a similar issue last winter, after my 3D printer died. I bought a replacement, but it required assembly from parts. I got super discouraged because the manual said it could be done in a day, if you were really dedicated! It took me a month to finally finish it. Usually, I'd just get discouraged and it would be another monument to my mental health. But I knew that having it working would actually be a benefit to my depression! It eventually took me doing 20-30 minutes at a time of assembly over the course of several weeks to get it done. Like they say, the way to eat a whale is one bite at a time!

wintonkidd

Repair projects are uniquely hard I feel because there's no sense of being almost done, it's just that it's either fixed or still broken. I do love the whale metaphor ❤️ Also starting with smaller whales is a good idea 😂