Help ;-; (Patreon)

I want to ask you guys (again) ... am I doing somthing wrong? I am loosing so many pareons the past weeks. q-q

I am doing my best and I am working hard to to be able to upload a picture every 2 days and try to do a colored one a last once a month. I don't know what to do. ._.

There were no other month I lost so many people. I am worried :/