Update! (Patreon)

I’m so happy to begin December with you all! :D I hope you enjoy the BUNCH of uploads I did in the past like 24 hours haha. Vinland Saga and Made in abyss will be mid way through the month/ approaching Xmas. My goals are to give you fully part one of JoJo’s next week and invincible! 💖 also one vox machina episode hehehe. For redeems I haven’t gotten to yet I want to say thank you so much for your patience. It really means a lot to me.

Personal life / health update: sadly it’s a medical update time. In the morning I’m back in the hospital. For those of you who may be new I have been in a really massive medical decline and almost died about a week and a half ago closer to two weeks. I moved out of my apartment and am living with my parents until my health is stable. I’ve been here for two months now and it keeps getting worse unfortunately. I’m taking today to spend with my family so I don’t plan on uploading to Patreon today. Though it’s tough on me, they are just breaking down and I need to support them and focus on them.

I tend to be an overly positive person which you can probably catch from how excitable I am, haha. Which I’m just so happy to be here. Everyday genuinely feels like a gift to me but my parents cried today and I think the severity of what is happening hit me like a truck. I am happy. I promise I’m not putting on a brave face or something. As I’ve said before I’m so blessed and the happiest I’ve been in a long time. If you’d like to know more details about my health you can scroll back to previous posts where I explain it a bit more.

Low key a diary entry so don’t read it if you don’t want to. I say in my videos A LOT how much I want to be a mom and how it’s my dream. To the point where I start crying and saying I’m hormonal. Tbh it’s because I’m finding out from our next tests in 3 weeks if I can even have kids. Mind you even before my health declined I was baby crazy!! Haha, I want cute chubby cheeked babies goddamnit! But no reason to freak out or be upset until I know for certain and even then I can adopt and be a dope ass iroh to a lil baby zuko. ❤️ I am happy, pinky promise. It’s just hard to keep everyone around me happy at the same time. So thank you for always being a happy place for me!