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08/24/21

We just arrived at the hotel. If I’m being honest, it was a lot more sophisticated than I thought it was going to be. For a society of adult babies, they really know architecture. The population is roughly 30,000 here, and it shows. They have a Walmart, multiple grocery stores, tons of bars themed toward diapers. What surprised me the most though was their ‘campus.’ Dozens of Multi-story buildings that all house nurseries, play-rooms, theaters, and there’s even a gym! Its shocking. I misjudged them. I didn’t know what to expect exactly, but it wasn’t this.

They don’t care here. It’s normal to walk around in baby clothes. Grown adults walking down the street in footy pajamas, getting pushed around in strollers. Half of them don’t even cover their diapers. It’s so unique.

We’ll be here for a couple of weeks. The others have specific areas they’re supposed to research but Dr. Lazer picked me as the student to freelance. I’ll probably head to one of the nurseries tomorrow and see what the social dynamic is like there. I’m incredibly curious to see what their social hierarchies are.

Of all the places I thought Sociology would take me, this is the last. I still have an open mind to it all. I don’t think these people have mental health issues. It clear they all just have a strong compulsion to regress.

I’ll update more tomorrow.

8/25/21

The nursery trip went great! I really enjoyed my time there. So, here’s how it went. I walked in, and it’s mostly hallways into other rooms to start. The directory on the wall said the ‘ballroom nursery’ was on the top floor. Naturally, that’s the first place I went to.

It was massive. Imagine a room the size of a gymnasium, but it’s a nursery scaled up for adults. The floor was carpeted, the walls were soft pastels, and there were posters everywhere. They all conveyed different types of information. Most of them talked about the ABC’s or colors. There were some really pretty pictures of frogs. I liked looking at those.

I didn’t know where to go at first, but this girl named Sam greeted me almost immediately. She was only wearing a diaper, and it was clearly used. She didn’t seem phased by that at all. She threw me into a hug, and introduced herself. I talked to her for a while about what she did there. It didn’t sound half bad. She told me all she does all day is watch cartoons, build castles out of legos, drink all the juice or milk she wants. She doesn’t even have to ask for a change. There were people who would walk around and perform diaper checks on anyone who needed them. Super cool and nice of them to do that.

Sam asked if I needed my diaper changed, which of course I didn’t. She was confused when I told her I don’t wear diapers. She kept telling me that they’d change me into one, but I said no. She kept saying, “Are you sure you don’t wear diapers?” It was cute.

The diapers did look comfy, but I didn’t come here to indulge. Sam took me to the spot where all her toys were. She was building a tower out of blocks. She asked me if I wanted to help her, and I happily obliged. It was easy constructing the base of it, but it got lots harder as we kept going.  I was surprised at myself for how short we made it. The top only made it to my waist. They just kept knocking over!

I think part of it was we both kept getting distracted. There are tons of TVs on around the room, and there’s this lullaby music they play though some speakers. We caught ourselves staring at the screen so many times. When we’d try to get back into it, that’s always when one of us accidently knocked over the tower! I’m certainly not into some little kid show though. I was just watching it so I could take notes on it later.

It’s honestly pretty cute. Most of it is these swirly colors. It’s peaceful and easy to get lost in. Sometimes they’ll put pictures of toys or diapers up. I thought it was weird at first, but the more I kept watching, the more I liked it. Sam said they play it all the time, and that they might even have it on a channel in my hotel!

It was a fun day. I’m sleepy right now, so I think I’m going to head to bed. I’ll update tomorrow. GN.

8/26/21

So I had a strange experience with Aubrey today. She is one of my co-workers who lives across the hallway from me. I walked out of my room to see her walking down the hall in a diaper. I could tell because some white frill was peeking out over the top. It just blurted out of me. I asked her immediately if she was wearing a diaper. She turned around and shot me a fickle look. She was like, “Yeah, why do you ask?”

I went on to say I didn’t think she was into this lifestyle. She shrugged at me, and made it seem like it wasn’t a big deal. She wanted to try wearing a diaper out in a public where that was the normal. It’s weird, in that moment I completely understood her point. I responded saying I’ve been feeling the urge to try that too. She winked at me and turned around to keep walking.

Isn’t that weird to say? And… even weirder to feel? I’ve never thought about diapers the day I left them. Now that they’re in my face all the time, they feel oddly commonplace. I was half window shopping walking home today. I saw packs of these new adorably printed diapers. My face was practically glued to the glass. I had to stop myself from walking into the store and buying them immediately. They’ve been in my head ever since.

We’ll see how things go the next couple days. I might pull out of this.

8/27/21

I had so much fun at the nursery today! Oh my goodness I have so much to share.

I woke up, and got dressed all by myself. I remember being really happy about that. I brushed, did my make-up, and got my handy dandy note-pad ready to be a detective. I walked out of my room, and Dr. Lazer was standing right outside the door. She tucked her fingers in between my leggings and why I wasn’t wearing a diaper. I was confused, but she sounded serious about it. I didn’t want to upset someone who’s big and in charge. She brought me back into my room.

She pulled my pants down. I stepped out of them, and she told me to lay down on the bed. I had to wait there for a really long time. But she came back with a diaperrr. I didn’t want to wear it, but she said I needed to be protected from accidents. I guess I’ve been having a lot of them recently. I stopped fighting it. I liked the feeling anyways. They were so soft! I don’t know why this is such a taboo thing. It felt like I was wearing a cloud around my butt.

She told me I didn’t have to work today. I could go to the nursery and play! I got sooo happy because I loved being there yesterday. I was so excited that I didn’t even put my pants back on! I grabbed my water bottle, and a diaper bag from ms. lazer then went right there. I skip a lot when I go there. I like it lots when I go bouncy up and down.

Sometime my diaper feel warmer when I jump back down. I think it was me going pee pee. I didn’t mean for it to happen. It just come out. I didn’t even know. I was really happy I was wearing my diaper. It make it so that I don’t go potty in my pants. Even tho I wasn’t wearing any hehe.

They check my diaper when I gets in and said I could go a lot more. I feel good knowing I didn’t have to worry about holding it. I met back with my friend from before! We try doing the blocks again, but it boring. We watch TV instead. Its lots of diapers, and they’re so pretty and fun to look at. It make me feel a lot better about needing to wear diapers. Ms lazer smarty for that.

I wait until ms lazer tell me to wake up tomorrow. Nigh-nigh!

8/28/21

Mommy no come see me today. I don’ know how to use the door handle. It hard. I know how to change my diapers tho! And I needed one bad bad because I pee pee lots in my bed. I go too much for my diaper. I like when it’s all wet, I roll around in it a little before getting out.

I have fun today. I crawled on the floor and found lotsa fun things. Ther sooo many toys in a box! I remember it in the closet. So I play for a long time, it was lots of fun.

I play out funny things. They go potty, or say funny things. I made one of them fly.

I eats the pudding in the fridge. It get on the floor, but Mommy will clean it up. I get it everywhere. I can eats it tho off the floor too when I hungry later.

I hope mommy come home soon.

8/29/21

Mandy yell at me today. She one of my friends from school. She bang banged on door and tell me how to open it.

She say I being baby? I always be baby. I wanna wear diapers. Then she say I not baby before, and Mommy is making me baby.

I tell her go away. Make me sad. I love Mommy. And I see Mandy wearing diaper. I point and tell her she got a diaper on, and that she’s a baby. We giggled together. She show me that she go pee pee lots. I do the same thing in my diapie.

But she get mad again, and tell me we have to go bye bye. I no wanna leave without Mommy. She tried taking my diary! Say she wanna read it. I told her I be good girl and write in my diary all day. I guess I scribble in it a lot. I got the numbers wrong too. I be here for long time she said.

Mommy came! She try to get Mandy. Audrey came in there too. It funny when they knock things over. I giggle. I feel poopie come out when I did that.

Mandy go bye bye in window. I waved so she know I love her! Mommy and Aubrey go away too. I think they try to get Mandy.

I pee peed in diaper all day. Mommy don’ come in to change me. I gets more messes on the floor, and I smelly. I squishy! I don’ care. I like the squishies.

:P

8/30/21

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