Price Reductions, and Diaper Update 9/21 (Patreon)

Hey guys!

TL;DR at the end of this note.

Before I get into the update, I wanted to talk about my current patreon prices and content. When I originally switched my prices, I was comfortable charging that much for the amount of content I was producing. I was producing content that was unique to my page. Hypnosis, images of my progress, on top of all my stories. Overtime, for different reasons, I don’t really produce the first two anymore. It’s personal. I’m just not comfortable using my body to make money anymore. It’s a completely valid reason on my end, but on the consumer side, I understand that if I’m not producing hypnosis and images anymore. I should adjust my prices accordingly.

I may be an artist, but I’m no different than you. I’m just an AB/DL who has some time and skill to make stories. The money heavily incentivizes me to write, but at my core, I don’t want to do this for the money. I produce content for this community for the people who are just trying to make sense of themselves. I think back to the little Maggie that was just trying to figure herself out. I didn’t just read stories because I enjoyed them, I was accepting this deep, sensitive part of me. I want to write for the current and next generation of AB/DLs. The people who are trying to accept that it’s okay to be this way. It’s just who we are.

I wouldn’t produce nearly as much as I do now without my patreon. Probably one or two stories every couple months. That’s just the truth. I work a fulltime STEM job in my dream job. I also try to fit a social and family life in there. I spend a lot of time thinking out story lines, developing characters, writing, editing, all while balancing my regular life. So this is what I’m thinking.

I’m going to try one more time to do hypnosis without my voice. I’m planning on hiring a voice actor to read my scripts. I think it’d be interesting to swap up the voice after a couple of recordings to keep it fresh. If I’m able to produce files again, then I’m going to keep prices at $8. I think my current story production coupled with a hypnosis file is worth $8 a month, especially given I’m paying people now.

If I can not get hypnosis off the ground this month. This is how I’ll lower prices:

All Access $8 -> $6

Continue to produce what I’ve been averaging the past couple months. 3 Stories, 3 captions, 1 diaper update.

Support Tier: No change

For the people who can’t spend money:

I will keep the current 3 months of content exclusive to my patreon, and then release content from 4 months ago to the public (For example, this month I would release June’s content for free, then next month it’d be July, etc). This way, your money isn’t just going to new content. You’re supporting those who can’t pay for it. We’re adding content to the community together.

As always, please please please drop your opinions in the comment section below! I want this to be the right choice for everyone. Not just me. I get I’m willingly lowering my standard of living to better you guys, but I don’t care. We’re all silent brothers and sisters in this.

If I go through doing this, I’ll talk to everyone who’s done annual memberships about partial reimbursements.

Thanks guys. I could write forever about how thankful I am for being here in the first place. I want Maggie Caps to keep going indefinitely. I think this is the best way to make that happen, all the while producing affordable content, AND we’re helping those who can’t pay for it in the first place!

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tl;dr:

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I’m working a lot more now, and I want fair prices for what I’m producing. I also want to write for the people who can’t afford it. Just because they can’t spend the money doesn’t mean they can’t have good content too.

I’m going to attempt to hire a voice actor to read my hypnosis scripts. If I can get that to work, I’ll keep prices at $8

If I can’t do that...

All Access: $8 ->6 Same amount of content I average now.

Support: No change

Every month I’ll release content from 3 months ago for free, for people who can’t afford it.

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Update:

People have been asking me a lot about what I like to do when I’m regressing. Here is my entire life’s history on personal regression:

For me, regressing has been something I’ve done for most of my life. It has evolved overtime. The way I regressed, the way I got myself into the mindset, all of it has changed. I remember the first way I tried ‘regressing’ was pretending to be a baby in the shower. I lived with two other siblings, so alone time wasn’t normally a thing. In the shower I was completely alone. So all these weird and new baby thoughts/feelings I had came out. It was kind of my escape. I’d sit in the shower and  pretend I wasn’t a teenager anymore for a few minutes. I used to pretend to drink a water potion that made me unable to stand or hold my pee anymore. Super easy clean up when you’re in the shower already!

A little personal side to me, I had a parent who traveled a lot for work (It was routine every month). My mother and my siblings all piled in a car then drove four hours round trip to get my father from the airport. I was a little older than my siblings, so I was allowed to have the house to myself for that time. Of course… I spent that entire time being a baby.

I couldn’t get diapers at that time. I had to browse these ancient AB/DL forums for ways to make a ‘diaper’ out of panties, saran wrap, and towels. Even though my make-shift diapers weren’t very absorbent, I certainly used them like they were. I would chug water all night long just so I could flood this (literal) hot mess wrapped around me. I always gave myself an hour beforehand to clean-up my tracks. I never got caught, but my mother did tell me she noticed my sports clothes smelled like pee once, but chalked it up to hard workouts. Little did she know… haha!

That graduated (stepped back?) to real diaper use when I got into highschool. I had a close friend that I confided my fetish to. They also had a fetish, so they understood where I was coming from. They drove me to Walmart once every couple weeks, and I’d use what little money I had to buy a pack of Depends. It was like my treasure. I stashed it in a secret spot in one of my drawers. Whenever I had the house to myself, or I was feeling ambitious when everyone else was asleep, I’d tape in and regress.

At that point, regressing was reading stories and sucking on a pacifier. I wasn’t making it cerebral yet. That didn’t come until I was older. I’d always been curious about using hypnosis to get me into a regressed mindset. I was so nervous to start though, because all of the warning labels on these files were like, “WARNING. THIS WILL TURN YOU INTO A BABY FOREVER. LISTEN AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!” And obviously I didn’t want to become a truly mentally disabled baby. At least, not forever. So I was skittish about trying it at first. Overtime, I started listening to bits and pieces of files. I found out that, no, these files aren’t going to do much to you. YOU are the one who puts yourself into that state.

I started getting heavy into hypnosis at the end of highschool/early college. This time when I regressed I really focused on supporting a low IQ mindset. The best way I can describe it is, imagine your meditating (focusing on not thinking to relax). I do the same thing. I mentally force all the ideas out of my head that aren’t silly or childish. I put a skill cap on all ideas. If my mind starts counting up from 0, I force all the numbers out of my head that go past 3. I force myself to scramble words around in my head so it’s gibberish. In a way, it’s like meditating. Instead of forcing all ideas out of my head; I’m pushing most ideas out, but keeping only the simple babyish ones in to play around with.

My diaper use picked up slowly, and this is where I think I became okay with the idea of being 24/7. Now that I had money, I could start buying real AB/DL diapers online. My roommate left to go back home a lot, so I ended up having the entire dormroom to myself! I was able to spend entire weekends playing baby. I’d diaper myself the moment I got out of classes on Friday. From there I’d have long bouts of my baby mindset. I got better at extending it from a couple minutes in baby mode, to about an hour. Sadly, this is as far as I’ve been able to extend my regression times :(. I’ve been slowly getting longer with it, although not by much. If I want to spend an entire waking day being a baby (16 hours), I can probably only be babyish for about 7 hours total. I’d need breaks in between too. It’s something I’m working on.

In college to professional life, I started experimenting with substances and regressing. Now I completely respect and understand if people don’t do that themselves. I drink or smoke only a couple times a month. For me, I just like when my brain is acting silly already, because then it makes it so easy to regress! The way it affects my mind on hypnosis too… Holy Shit. The other night I was jamming to some serious anti-potty training tracks. They were hardcore, the ones that are telling you to forcibly remove those memories from your brain (EMG TrigPottyAmnesia). When I pictured a bathroom in my mind, the potty just wasn’t there. I couldn’t fathom the idea of a toilet. It’s like I’d never seen one in a bathroom before. It was super weird, but also so much fun. I also couldn’t comprehend a situation where I wouldn’t go freely in my pants. Like I imagined standing in front of my Mom and Dad at Christmas. I genuinely could only think of peeing or messing myself right in front of them if I had to go. The effects only last for fifteen minutes at most for me…. If I only listen once that night haha. I’ve been on some seriously regressed adventures before.

I know I just painted this picture of all-day everyday regressing Maggie. In reality, I only get to regress about once a week. When I get home after working, I still like to workout and do things that aren’t babyish related. I wish I did it more overall. If I’m being completely honest, I think I’m still trying to tell myself it’s okay to regress anytime I’m in a relaxed, safe place. Some nights I’m just not feeling little no matter how hard I try. I don’t know, maybe it’s just the playful kid inside me that’s being fussy and doesn’t always want to come out. I’d get it. I’m a pretty fussy kiddo too.

One last thing about my attempted potty training. I won’t go super in-depth yet, because I’m going to make the next update all about this, and it’s still going on! My control is exactly where I thought it was going to be: Pretty much not there. It’s a really strange feeling when I’m trying to take my clothes off to use the toilet that’s right in front of me, yet I can’t stop myself from messing while my clothes are coming off. I’d never felt younger in that moment.

See you next month :)

MC