July was hard (Patreon)

July is finally over, I had a hard time being productive, I started back my electrolysis, which mean being unable to be myself several days a week, my mom repudiated me because I dared to use feminine pronouns while texting her and later I broke up with my partner. The temperature was also not helping. I am tired of having bad news to share, I want to be cheerful and creative again.

At least my electrolysis is progressing well and I have the feeling that the results are positives. I also did some laser but it remains to be seen if it was effective. I will win this, I just need to be resilient. Sadly my efforts to get access to the gender affirmation surgery have been put on hold as I need a paper from my endocrinologist and he tested positive to covid so my appointment was canceled and I have no idea what will happen next. 😕

If I try to look at the positives things I did in July: I saw the comet Neowise, this was a wonderful moment and I was able to finish my equipment set for Macchiato Monsters. I also played some RPGs sessions, not a big thing but I was hoping to play more and I did. Oh and I saw dozens of fireflies, this was also a nice moment.

I hope that August will be better, at least temperatures wise.

Thanks again people for your support, you help me remain creative and remind me that I do good things that people appreciate. 💜