Some information and thoughts (Patreon)

A lot of stuff happened during August and September in my country, most of it was obviously tragic, but there were few glimpses of light among darkness that this war has brought on me and my fellow countrymen. When the war began i was joking with my friend that stress is going to kill us for sure, if russian rockets won't do it faster, since that day i was thanking the God every day, because thankfully, my town wasn't struck or attacked in any way once. But keeping mental state stable is pretty tough, because some fucked up shit is happening every day and you just have to somehow deal with it, even if it not affects you directly, like today 25 civilian people were killed in shelling (Zaporizhya region), few days ago the guy that studied in the same college as myself died at the frontline, and this is just stuff that happened in last three days that i am aware of, thinking about all other cases and tragedies will probably drive even the most stable man insane pretty quickly. Well lets move to the point of why am i typing all of this. All of this builds up inside my head and it is uneasy to comprehend and digest. It becomes harder and harder to stay calm and work under this conditions and i want you to understand that if the amount of renders or their quality drops it is mostly tied to the fact of me living under informational press for the last 6 month. It is just hard to think about sexy and kinky stuff when all that you see around is despair that seamingly has no visible end to it. Even taking this into account i am proud for some of my recent renders and i hope that you find them enjoyable, it makes me feel better to know that so many people care about stuff that i do. Sorry for the wall of text, but i felt like i need to let you know about all of this, because lately i had few cases of scrapping scenes and renders completely, because i haven't felt like they are good enough and i think this is direct result of the conditions i am up against. Stay safe, i hope that you are doing great, as always, if you have any kind of feedback about content - please let me know. I am always open to this kind of stuff because it allows me to interact with you and understand you desires on a deeper level.