Monthly Update Dec 5th 2020 (Patreon)

sorry for making this update on patreon rather than the discord server, but i've been... taking a break from discord for now, or maybe longer. i'm sorry to everyone who is still frequenting the server while i'm unactive like this.

my computer still hasn't gotten fixed as my stolen cpu problem still hasn't been solved, and even then i've been suffering from crushing crippling depression daily to the point where i can barely operate or draw and have just been crying throughout most of the last 2 months, especially this last month, and honestly i can't blame anyone for leaving my patreon while i'm worthless like this. i'll try to see if i can somehow get my computer kind of working again to at least get something done for you guys for christmas...

however, if there's nothing major posted art-related from my end, i'll also cancel the billing cycle for this month again, so if you still decide not to remove the pledge, you'll still have access to the server stuff, and won't be taxed once jan 1st comes.

for anyone reading this, if there hasn't been an announcement on my server, please @ the moderators/admins about the post for them to make an announcement about it so others can see it, as i doubt either would even care enough about my patreon to really check here, let alone make an announcement for me, not that i deserve anything of the sort anyways... so, i guess, just do whatever. sorry for being such a disappointment to all of you.

hopefully nothing worse happens to me, but that's sadly unlikely at this point. in case anything worse ends up happening, merry christmas and happy new years. hope you all enjoy your holidays... i already know how mine'll turn out.

also sorry for sending this so late in the night, but the thought of of not keeping my patrons updated on the situation was keeping me awake and i couldn't stop crying about it while trying to sleep. hopefully everyone who still cares sees this. anyways, adieu.