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Im furious. I really want you to know that.

Its one thing to reject me, break my heart, ruin me socially, financially, emotionally. its another thing entirely to TAKE ME TO COURT, PRESENT MISLEADING INFORMATION TO THE JUDGE, AND GET A FUCKING RESTRAINING ORDER PUT ON ME!!!

ARE YOU INSANE?? HOW  VINDICTIVE COULD YOU BE?!

I regret ever talking to you. I regret ever letting you know about my existence. I regret trusting you with my own vulnerability. Trust me- that will never. happen. again.

The courts in their infinite wisdom ordered me therapy to help "rehabilitate and monitor" me. Forcing me to take part in the idiotic exercises the therapist puts on me- and if i dont i am in violation of my probation. So much for a free country.
One of these exercises is to keep a journal of my innermost thoughts. To help the therapist log and track my progress. He calls it an "outlet". I call it a VIOLATION OF PRIVACY. Whats the point of keep an online journal if EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHER can read it?!

Regardless, I cant fucking talk to you. That would be another "probation violation". Hell- i cant get within 1000 feet of you. Well not with you knowing at least...  I just... I want to talk to you so badly. To try to understand what exactly pushed you to this. WHY you did this to me. So im using this "outlet" to get what i need off my chest.

This just isnt the therapist monitored account <33

I made this blog un-fucking-traceable and you will NEVER be able to connect this to me~

Im debating on whether or not I should send you a link to this...