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Hey there, folks! I don't really engage with you fellas much, and to be honest, I'd like to do that more. There's a lot I'd like to be doing with my Patreon that I haven't been! My posts in general have stagnated a lot, and as patient as everyone has been with me, I'm just not happy with how much I've been putting out. But things are looking up on my end (ya know, ignoring the global pandemic) and I just wanted to let you guys know what's going on, albeit vaguely, as I don't enjoy sharing too much of my personal life with the public.

I made a big decision to help someone close to me, and that led me to a living situation that has been very unhealthy. That coupled with my depression has put me in a deep rut that I've been in for months. But finally, I can say, with cautious optimism, that I'm on an upswing!

An undesirable factor in my household has finally been kicked out, making my home much less stressful, and I started pursuing therapy and psychiatric help, and for the first time in my life I'm on medication for my depression! I was hoping it would kick in sooner, but I'm told it would be weeks before I start to feel the effects. That being said, even knowing that I'm doing something to combat my problems finally has really boosted my mood.

I wanted to make a post like this once I finally achieved normalcy in my life again, but with COVID-19 throwing a wrench in everything, I don't know when that'll be! So, the bottom line is, I promise I'll do my best to work towards the workflow I aspire to. If you want to reduce your pledge or unsubscribe until I get my smut train rolling again, I totally understand. But everyone who continues to support me while I'm struggling, I love you so so much!!  Your support means the world to me, and I would be in so much worse of a spot if I didn't have you folks <3

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Anonymous

Been there, it's not a fun place. I truly hope you're doing better and that stays on a steady incline!. Much love and hugs from a foxy fox. Now, take my money and draw more porn!

WarBird

I hope everything is ok &lt;3

RequiemOS

It's perfectly fine pupperoni, just take your time, go by your own pace and keep a healthy mind along with heart, I did the same thing by helping someone and I am glad that I got out of that situation anyways a few words to go by from a certain person in a certain movie. You are kind, you are smart, you are important. (Minny Jackson The Help)

RequiemOS

Sorry I meant Abilene hahaha

Anonymous

you're gucci , dude

KoopaCrisp

The fact that you even post monthly despite the issues you face says a lot about your character man. I will continue pledging as long as I can afford cause I think you deserve it, even if you did take a break. Big ups for taking steps to improve both mentally and artwise &lt;3

Diego P

Proud of you for keeping on!

TheSilentObserver...

You have the focus to push forward, I see that, you want to do as much as you can, animations, comics, single images, and I see the determination of wanting to do it all, keep at it, never give up on it, even when things get tough, I am sure of that...

Anonymous

Hey man, I just got kicked out of my house too. Keep your chin up, it will get better eventually. It just takes time, do your best and persue what you want and eventually everything will fall into place.

Anonymous

I just recently started my psychiatric treatment as well, for same/similar stuff. It can take 4-6weeks to kick in. And your body will get used to the meds so some of the side effects will lessen. It's a bit tough to get started but I'm sure it'll be worth it.

Drake Arlin

Glad to see things are looking up for you and your getting the help and hopefully the support you need. Depression is a super bitch. My husband deals with it a lot and has recently gotten on medication to help him with it as well. It's a long hard road, but I'm glad your getting on what I hope is a right path for you.

hubajoob

I can honestly say that everyone should see a therapist if able, and I'm glad your getting help! Keep it up dude, no pressure, we love you

SummerHeart

Glad to hear your situation is getting better and that your getting therapy. Your menta health and we'll being is super important.

Pulsar

I'm glad you're doing better. :&gt; I never knew you had depression, but it's also good to hear that you've started to get treatment for it. I really hope it makes a big difference for you!

Anonymous

Hey, just wanted to say, life is a bitch, but you did it. You have just followed the good path, that will lead you, anywhere you want to go. That`s your secound start, and hopefully, everything will be better. Just remember, when you fall over, stand up, and move on. That`s important, especially now, after a new start. Good luck, and remember, you have support from us :)

VitAnyaNaked

We are very sorry about your problem. We hope that your inner state improves in order to create successful amazing content.

Anonymous

You do you! And I'm glad your situation is improving!