Life update (Patreon)

I'm not the best at handling myself whenever my mental is at its lowest. I've been trying hard and it only took me now to face everyone. I make and follow 3d ntr art. Ironically, my father keeps cheating on my mom. Combined with me being clinically depressed is not a good combo and it shows. I've been gone for so long and it eats me up every day that I can't do anything about it. I want to take therapy but it's too expensive for me in my country.

I've been thinking over and over again to give it all up but I'm also afraid to do so. Too afraid to post anything just because my brain tells me not to. Too drained to eat, move, or enjoy life. 

I don't know how many times I've promised to do better or resume the commissions and I swear on my life, it's always on my mind. I want to get better. I want to heal. I just want to be happy again.


PATREONS


To my patreons who still stick with me even when I'm gone, thank you so much. If ever I've used up a lot of your patience, I can issue a refund and I'll slowly pay it back. If you want to wait even further, then I'll do my best to have it done.  Feel free to reach out to my Discord if you want to talk. I'm preparing myself for everything again.