Tired Kara (Patreon)

"Assholes always say you take the easy route with steroids. Steroids didn't make my training any easier. They made it harder. 

How could I settle for just one more rep when I'm using these? When I call my mom to wish her a happy birthday and she doesn't recognize my voice? When I go to the doctor and they put me on high blood pressure pills? When my phone won't unlock because it doesn't recognize my face?! When I wake up in a puddle of sweat, sobbing for no reason?!! 

If I'm going to do this, I DON'T WANT ONE MORE REP!!! I WANT FIFTEEN!!! AND ANOTHER GODDAMN SET AFTER THAT! I want it to hurt so bad that I have A REASON TO FUCKING CRY! And I want to have a body that's worth the price I'M! FUCKING! PAYING!

...I-I'm sorry. I got carried away..."-Kara