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Dear Patrons, 

This message is from me, Fiona. I have reached a point where I need to address a problem present with how Ultra and I are conducting business here on Patreon. Since October 2016, our Patreon Campaign reached the goal of $3500/a month. The pledge goal for that amount was for both him and myself to make 4 erotic recordings a month.

I have been very inconsistent in making this goal, through no other fault than my own. 

Last year, when Ultra and I were planning out Patreon Pledge goals, I believed that setting this goal would motivate me to work more. But, I must be honest with myself and with you all that it simply is not working. I have an extremely hard time making sexual content when my mood or mind is not in the right state. I was foolish to think money could or should motivate my creative process, especially when it's sexual creativity. 

As of this moment, we will be removing the $3500 a month goal for myself. I can no longer promise to make 4 erotic recordings a month. I will make as many as I can, and I hope that some months I will perhaps create more than 4. Currently, I feel the goal is more of a hindrance to my creativity than a motivation. 

For any individual Patron who gave money only because of the $3.5k a month pledge goal, please feel free to contract Ultra through the Patron Messenger and you may request a refund for pledges going back to the start of 2017. Please address your concern with Ultra before the end of March 2017, to receive a refund. 

Ultra and I are still pursuing the $5000 a month goal and arraignments have already been made with an instructor for training as hypnotherapists (non-medical). I hope with this training our recordings can develop into even more powerful experiences. 

Additionally, I want to express my deepest gratitude to all of the Patrons who support me and Ultra. I am amazed by the sheer number of Patrons who choose to support our work. Thank you, each and every one of you. I never want to take your generosity for granted, so for my sake and the sake of my creativity, I must make this change.

If you feel personally offended by this statement and this change, I hope you'll accept my apology. I still intend to create content and to keep prices as low as possible. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this post. Also, February will have at least 1 NSFW (with multi gender options ) recording release.

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Anonymous

It's about quality not quantity. I'd support you for the recordings you've already produced and how they've improved my sex life. Do what you must to keep quality high - you have my full support.

Anonymous

I am so happy to see you be vulnerable and honest - it inspires others to be the same.

Anonymous

<a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/group/73772722" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">http://weheartit.com/entry/group/73772722</a> - I prefer honesty and I regard you with significant respect. If there is something I can contribute to your process, please let me know.

Anonymous

Fiona I agree with Kathryn's post it is about quality not quantity. I appreciate your honesty, I understand a bit about the creative process and love many of the recordings you have made so far. Because of your honesty and to show my support of your creative process I increased my level of support to the $15 level. I look forward to your future recordings.

anamoy

I'm only here for Fiona's NSFW, so, as long as there is 1 per month, that is a start :)

Anonymous

No worries. You have my support I love anything you create :)

Anonymous

It's nice to see that your motivations have changed. I will continue to support you Fiona. There are many other things that hypnosis can do. A little kinkiness doesn't hurt [once in a while], but if it's your primary focus, then I begin to wonder..... Çheers! Shane.

Anonymous Coward

My support is unwavering. You are doing great, I got from my pledge much more than I put into it

Anonymous

I'm here as an Ultra fan, but I deeply respect your honesty, Fiona. As a writer/poet , I get the creative process being a bit "feast of famine" and finding the mood and muse for specific criteria of work isn't always easy. I wish you continued success and if you ever need a naughty story to read to get the creative process started, msg me on here.

Deenfal

I don't mean this in a rude way but I have a hard time listing to male audio of any sort, which is why I stay away from male ASMR. Each of Fiona's audios are a treat and I don't mind waiting.

Anonymous

curtsey Dear Ms Clearwater, from where this sissy stands, You have nothing to apologize for. Your superb inductions have been overwhelmingly instrumental in furthering this sissy's quest for increased sissydom. As others have stated, male voices are not at all accommodating to this sissy's mind set, whereas, Your voice is ever so accepted by this sissy's mind. If you made only a few inductions a year, this sissy would be thrilled and delighted. this sissy's only regret, is that there is not enough time in the day to do all the things that need be done, AND listen to Your ever so soothing and transformative dulcet tones. Worry not. Art comes as and when it will, not on demand. It takes a big person to admit a failing (although this sissy finds no failure) and works to rectify it. this sissy is in for the long haul. Keep up the excellent endeavor, and this sissy will continue to fall more and more under Your ever so fantastic spell. Most gratefully, Your obedient, sissy riki curtsey

Anonymous

Honesty appreciated, I have absolutely noticed a change in quality and length of Fiona recordings, I've noticed it for several months now. Again honesty appreciated, I just can't listen to male sessions .

Anonymous

To be honest, I like your non NSFW more anyway. I haven't had an orgasm since 1976(paraplegic), so my motivation may be a bit different;) Brainwashing Delight, Helplessly hypnotized, &amp; reduced IQ hypnosis are my favorites..and of course Hypnira. There is one thing they all seem to have in common &amp; that always will keep me listening. When listening, even if I'm crawling and getting pegged, I feel loved. Something in your voice always does that to me.

Anonymous

Please always be my Mistress.

Pupsuki

While I just pledged today, before I saw this, this doesn't change my decision as I support you guys in all your work. I would rather you be happy and healthy, than force yourself to do something you feel is hurting you or is something your not proud in. Just do whatever makes you feel fulfilled!

steveh

Must have taken a lot to write this, I have similar problems so I know some of the anguish that comes with this, for me when you do release files they are gems and well worth the pledges, with creativity I value quality over quantity, I think your post will just make me like your work more.

Anonymous

No one works better under pressure. Do what feels right, have time and space to wait and be inspired, however long it takes. The delay, the gap, the pause, the hesitation, is itself, if you want it to be, erotic and delightful. You are Regal, Fiona, heavenly and divine. We wait on You. It is us who must apologise. You are our Queen, we wait upon You.

Anonymous

Fiona I adore your work , both the erotic and non erotic files. One of my favorite was the simple prayer you did. Creativity is a tricky thing. As I stated previously I paint and I go through spells where i feel like all I am doing is spreading paint on canvas with no picture appearing. As a nurse I thrived under pressure but not as an artist. You have a wonderful creative imaginative mind. Try not to stress to much over this. Your files are worth waiting for. I can't donate a lot of money ,but I would rather wait for a file that you enjoyed making instead of one that has caused you stress. I know when you enjoy doing a file you are able to share a part of yourself with us verses just trying to get a file done for the sake of meeting a goal. Thank you for this post and for sharing the difficulty you are having. I definitely understand. This will pass and you will be taking us to fascinating new places before you know it.

Anonymous

@Mr Europe_ (our queen)? Easy there big fella. Lol

Paul Maxey

Fiona, I am sure you won't offend many or any of your fans who love your hypno files, erotic or otherwise. You and Ultra put a lot of time and energy into providing us with quality merchandise which are mostly free except for the monthly donation. Your health and enjoyment is the most important thing because once it becomes a chore and your health starts to suffer the heart goes out of them plus it is not good for you obviously. If I am honest, I prefer your hypno files than Ultra's, mainly because I react better to your lovely voice while listening. You have to be honest with yourself and if a goal isn't possible then at least you are big enough to admit it and be honest with your fans. I would always prefer quality over quantity anyway. Hope you have a good day and that doing this has made you happier and put your mind in a better place and released the pressure that you were under trying to make the 4 erotic files a month pledge.

Tom O

Fiona, Thank you for all of your great creative output. I understand and fully support your decision. Creative waves flow where they will, not on a schedule. The nice thing about Patreon and your recordings is I can always enjoy the library of recordings any time. So even if weeks pass without a new one, it is fine. I enjoy your work so much. Continued good wishes to you!

Anonymous

Fiona, You should never ever do recordings if your mind isn't on sex. Because it can be so damaging to your identity, especially if you got horrible past experiences. Sure we people can use tricks to get into the right state but.. don't do it! It is forceful and you'll hate yourself at such deep lvls if you go that road for too long. So please consider all your possibilities maybe entertainment isn't want you want to do for a living at all. With a voice like yours you can do what ever. Time to be wise and think for yourself!

Anonymous

Dear Fiona, In my opinion quality is much more important than quantity. Just do what you enjoy. Many of my favourite recordings are non NSFW, especially the deep relaxation and sleep aid ones. Dont feel so pressured and take your time. You make great content.

Anonymous

Hi Fiona, Would love to be taken on a guided astral trip through the cosmos you have such a calming voice. Don't stress, do it for the fun. :)

Anonymous

Hi Fiona. Thank you for taking care of yourselves. It is, I believe, a prerequisite for taking care of us. And just there did I hear your fingers snap. Handing the suggestion over to us. A powerful one. So now I too will remember. Thank you for your courage and wisdom. Your's ever so humble and strong servant. Jim.

Anonymous

Two thoughts: always the one who has to pay has to be accurate. Means: 49.99 is not okay when 50.00 is the required amount. And the limit is non-negotiable. (Bad that I am the customer most of the time.) The other thought is, that I know this situation very well. Sometimes it's useful to take pressure away to regain creativity and productivity. And that's completely okay with me! (I just would wish the same understanding when I am short of money ;) ) Thank you for these hypnofiles and I hope you get in the right mood again. Quality is more important than quantity. Michael

Hunter Oaks

Just glad to hear that the impediment didn't push you away from making recordings. Sometimes goals have to be changed to accommodate life and its lessons. I look forward to hearing your work in the future, and have greatly enjoyed the work that I have heard to this point. Thank you!

Seanaxial

I appreciate the honesty. Creativity is a process and not an end game. Sometimes, we have to alter our goals to our current reality. I would love to have a hundred orgasms a day, but that is not realistic nor practical. That may be a bit hyperpole, but that is good to know our limitations. Sometimes a goal can be to modify an existing work to enhance it or take it in a different direction. I would rather you be authentic than artificial. Thanks Seanaxial

Anonymous

I also really value your openness and honesty. I support you wholeheartedly and will enjoy your work no matter whether you manage to produce 1,2,3,4,5 or more files a month. Thank you for bringing pleasure, relaxation and personal growth to so many people, myself included.