"I Would Leave Me If I Could" by Halsey [12:50] [Sleep Aid] (Patreon)

(📌TW: Please be aware that there are triggering themes in this such as feelings of inadequacy, struggles with self image, sexuality, graphic descriptions etc so if you believe any of that might negatively affect you or you just don't feel like listening to anything like that feel free to skip out on this one.)

On a side note, hello all. Life has been a RIDE lately for me and NOT a fun one🙂 I've missed out on a lot and not being able to be consistent here throughout what I've been going through is not something I'm proud of. I apologize for that and disappointing anyone. I lost a lot of you (rightfully so) because of my lack of uploading but I'm trying to get back on the horse for everyone as well as myself.

However, instead of continuing to beat myself up over it and apologizing and apologizing...y'all know how I do with my sense of humor & self-deprecation. I wasn't going to read this specific book but the title of it IS exactly how I'm feeling, and the irony of it just...like I'm right there with everyone who left😅😂

-xx💗