Rebuilding Megan: The Blog of Megan Waters (Patreon)

November 8thh 2020

I have had enough of this year.

Thats it, enough!

He lost and this whole thing...it's this huge headache right now, among other things.

I had an awesome halloween though. My favorite little delivery driver came over and we watched some scary movies. It was fun and he kept trying to squeeze me for comfort. He's a cute young man so I'll allow it, any other pervert and it'd be a different story.

I've been wondering lately if maybe he would be a good choice. I know I'd be robbing the cradle a bit, but he's responsable, he has his own job, he's saving money to move out of his parents house, he wants to go to community college, so really whats the harm?

I don't know, I haven't really given it considerable thought, but...he's endearing on a lot of levels and his naivete is adorable.

Just what I need though, one more eager feeder. I feel like a butterball turkey getting ready for dinner I've been stuffed so hard. I don't do well in winters, seasonal depression kind of thing, plus my mother is insisting on Christmas since I told her no for Thanksgiving.


Does she even know the statistics? I am way, WAY too fat to travel, I'd be sitting duck for Corona.

This year has been eventful, race riots and wildfires wil do that, but overall it's just been boring. I haven't actually gone grocery shopping since this started and I truly wonder if I'd need to use one of those fat person carts if I went.

Just the thought makes me shudder from my jowls down to my double chin and then down to my stomach and cellulite butt.

*sigh*

It's almost over. He lost, he'll be gone next year. I can't even imagine what 2021 will look like.

But its got to be better than this year.