Happy & Healthy, The Blog of Megan Waters (Patreon)

February 14th, 2019

I have a confession to make. I. Love. Chocolate.

It's always been my favorite but I was always a good girl who behaved and never gorged herself like a sow in heat. But ever since the stores first started putting up their Valentine's Day stock up, I’ve been spurging like no tomorrow, filling my cart with all kinds of boxes of fancy chocolates as well as jumbo bags of commercial chocolates like Snickers and Mars Bars or Hershey's and M&Ms, I'm being a complete chocoholic and just giving in to my inner fat girl that I've kept locked up. 

But she's out now and my lips are stained brown from shoving chocolates into my mouth like a complete fatso. And after putting on 15 pounds and weighing in at 135 I am definitely beginning to get plump. 

My bottom and thighs are starting to jiggle, I sometimes slap the back of my thighs and watch the flab shake and jiggle my ass. It's so gross watching all that fat move, but it gives me the motivation to continue on, I’ve made a commitment and I'm going to gain and then lose all this weight all by myself just to rub it in every fatty’s face.

But it's not just my bottom that's getting gross, the budding softness on my stomach has turned into a small pooch. It doesn't sticks out far but it's visceral fat which is the most unhealthy place for fat, which is perfect. 

This whole thing isn't about being healthy, that's not the goal. The goal is to become a cow like my clients and experience everything that comes with it, and that means being unhealthy.

My boyfriend isn't taking my experiment too well, says I'm being gross. Oh well, I guess he won't be getting a Valentine's Day present ;)

So that means more chocolate for me!




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