The Most Painful Thing (Patreon)

最痛苦的事

在沒有工作頭緒時被迫中斷工作,是最為痛苦的時間

被迫休息,無法工作,但想完成作品,是最最最痛苦的時候

即使是有好玩的遊戲可以玩,也會被自己沒有工作的,冷水般的愧疚浸透,在這種感覺下無法做任何事都不會感到放鬆,只會憑空的製造新的壓力...

還好,這種感覺應該暫時完結了,只要有工作方向,我就可以工作之後偷懶...我就可以在本來應該工作的下午小休,因為本來在下午的工作已經早一日完成...

我需要那樣的放鬆,而不是像這幾天的痛苦休息...

The most painful thing

The most painful time is when you are forced to take a break from work when you don't have any idea what to do.

When I am forced to take a break and can't work, but I want to finish my work, that's the most painful time.

Even if I have a fun game to play, I'm soaked with cold water guilt that I'm not working, and I can't do anything without feeling relaxed, and I'm just creating new pressure out of thin air...

Well, this feeling should be over for now, as long as I have a direction to work, I can be lazy after work... I can take a break in the afternoon when I'm supposed to be working, because the work I'm supposed to be doing in the afternoon has already been done a day earlier...

I need that kind of relaxation, not the agonizing breaks of the last few days...