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You guys gotta stop killing me with the emotional numbers tho💀

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CT.S.L.FR.PO

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Anonymous

Your genuine reactions and that you replay, you let yourself feel it is so relatable. It helps knowing too that other people feel the same way about the music that we do, even if we have different interpretations about them or what they mean to us personally. This is absolutely a song about loss, anger and pain. I share nothing but love and respect for you opening up to us and experiencing the reasons why we love them through another person.

Anonymous

This song will always have a special place in my heart despite it being one of the worst things I've ever been through. This goes back to when I was with my oldest father. He made me feel like the angry person portrayed in this song. I never felt like I was enough with him, so it became the hate that was love. I wanted him to let me go so I could leave because I didn't have the strength. I desperately wanted to leave, but there was always a new reason that held me back. He was the love, the angel, the hate, and I was rage, love, and pitiful. I wasted seven years of my life on him. The last few years I didn't want to know if he truly loved me. I would have hated him less, and I would have stayed. When I finally got the strength to walk away, this song was still relevant because I still didn't want to know if he loved me. Hell, I didn't even want to know if there ever was a point he did. I cry every single time I hear this song because it takes me back to that time. I remember it so well, and it breaks me because I am far from the person I was then. Even now I don't want to know if he ever loved me. It also makes me feel liberated in a way because I know I'm free from feeling trapped. I learned to let go of the past, but I'll never be able to forgive him. The hatred will always be there, but the love as well because he gave me the most amazing thing in my life. He used to always tell me to wait until she grew up and she'd see who I was and would hate me. I, however, never spoke negatively about him in front of her because I always wanted her to make her own decision. She's a teenager now, lives with me full time, and hates him. Again, I never once pushed that narrative. He got married and had three more kids. He built his own little family and essentially left her in the dust. It's a negative because it hurts her, but it's also a positive that we rarely have to interact with him. I can look back and say I have him to thank for making me who I am. I cried with you throughout all of it. Also, I can relate to the relationship with your mother topic. I don't have a good one with mine. She's still in my life, and she adores my girls, but there's too much damage for it to ever be repaired. We love you, dude. 💜

Anonymous

As another person with autism, I feel like this song hits hard when applied to many of the relationships in our lives. Family, friends, lovers, the whole spectrum. It can be hard to find the proper relationships, and weed out the ones that are not necessarily the best for us. Other people don't make that easy, especially when we have trouble in this area to begin with. I'll just say, everything you're feeling with this song, I feel it too. We all feel it.

Anonymous

Crying and making jokes about cocks is what life is about. Keep doing you bro