How I lost $5,000 this morning (Patreon)

I often turn down jobs like when people offer to pay for rape drawings of Harleyquinn or Batgirl, even animal abuse.... And I'm the guy who's first pro comic gig was Erotic comics for a website over twenty years ago...
But I'm not for sale, morally or ethically. That's an insane amount of money to me but I wont draw a pro trump comic and sell myself out. There's the two pages of convo