I'm now scared of my new brushpen (Patreon)

When it ran out I tried to refill it and fucked, it kept drying out, so I washed it, I inked the brush, nothing worked... I finally went into the kitchen and used my blunt syringe to draw out as much ink as I could, emptied the bit I couldn't into the sink. I put the tinyest bit in and then heard a bang outside, I looked out the door and discover I was leaking ink ALL OVER THE OLD SLATE FLOOR 😱I put the pen down and quickly tried to clean the floor... The Ben kept bleeding through the tissue and onto the kitchen counter, all over my hands. In the end I dried it like a maniac and put the lid on as fast as I could... I'm now scared to take the lid off