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Woops! It's been a hot minute, but I'm back. I had every intention of sticking to my regular posting schedule on Patreon, but alas, there was no reception!

So what have I been up to?

6 days ago, we packed up our home on wheels and took Johnny (our vans new name) off road for the first time. We drove 3 hours into the mountains to attend a yearly highline gathering where I got to hang out with some of the coolest people I have ever met!

I highlined, I did cliff side yoga, I ate delicious food, I explored, I hung out with cool people, and I bush doofed. (Check out my stories on IG for all the non-noodie upates)

I have spent the majority of my adult life convincing myself that I didn't need a community, that I was better off alone. I never felt like I truly fit in. But as much as this may be our narrative, it's far from true. Living disconnected lives goes against our human nature, and some argue that without a community, we can't truly be happy.

But over this past week, with nothing but human connection, I felt a part of something bigger than myself, bigger than the daily chaos inside my head. I felt like I belonged. I looked around me, and I saw strong, confident women who didn't shave their bodies and who wore clothing that best expressed their mood that day. I saw men who didn't objectify the women around them and who showed their vulnerabilities willingly.

I felt more seen than I have in a long time. More loved and more present than I had been in years.

This was my community.

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Vic

I'm glad you had a good time ..some can't handle getting disconnected from the electronics for to long they have lived with it for so long it rattles them

Jessie Beale

Our entire lives are on our phones and we spend hours a day on the internet. It's definitely a shake up not having access to electronics but it's always a positive!

Layton Carr

Sounds like an amazing time. Sometimes disconnecting is what you need.

Jessie Beale

We forget sometimes but as soon as we disconnect it's like, shit.. this is exactly what i needed!