Going Goth - June - Gold Edition (Patreon)

I can’t believe it.  After everything I’ve done for Natalie, she would just go up and do something like that.  She’s begged for weeks about her not having a boyfriend any longer and I’ve had to put up with the never-ending bullshit day in and day out.  Finally, FINALLY I get the two of us set up with a double-date to try and see if something could work out and what happens?  Of course she scares off the guy who was meant to hang out with her tonight.

Here we are once again, with Natalie as the third wheel making my time awkward now.  My date and I try to make the best of the night and it still, like it always fucking does, ends up all about Natalie, Natalie, Natalie.  We can’t go out to eat anywhere nice because she was planning on her date to cover for her so we end up having to do quick fast food (That I had to pay for her burger for).  We want to do a romantic movie and she forces us into this stupid comedic superhero bullshit.

Finally, we’re getting ready to go home for the night and she drops the bomb that she came with her date and now has no way to get home!  I thought Devin was just being a nice guy, so he offered to take her home and meet me back at my place.  An hour later that bitch sends me a picture showing his dumbass with a face full of her tits!

Everything I did for her and she ends the night laid and I’m here all fucking alone again!  All by my fucking self stuck here with all my fucking dildos fucking my fucking self!

FUCK!

I’M SO SICK OF THIS, I’VE HAD IT PUTTING OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF!

Every time.  EVERY TIME I never learn my lesson.  I do what I try to do for others and get fucked over in the end.  I’m fucking done with it.  I try to be that nice girl on the outside but everybody CLEARLY wants me to show how I really am.

Maybe it’s time the world gets a taste of the real me.