Going Goth - March - Gold Edition (Patreon)

Cap and I are at it again.

What a day…

Natalie and I were planning on going to get a bite to eat and then do a little bit of shopping, but unfortunately the cruel hand of fate decided that I would be playing armchair therapist instead.  I love her to death, but Natalie’s choice in guys always results in a nasty breakup and a week or more of my consoling her afterwards.  Instead of looking inwards on why this happens every time, it’s always on me to help her pick up the pieces.

So, instead of the fun day we had in store we sat watching reality tv on her couch while she cried in her sweatpants… again.

The con of being “The good girl” to everybody you know is you need to be infallible to a fault.  If I were in her shoes, I don’t think Natalie would know what to do, really.  At worst, she would probably think I was pining for attention.  It’s like I have to make up for the flaws of the friends and family around me.

I have flaws too, you know…

It would be nice to talk those feelings out with somebody for a change, rather than having to vent all of this to my diary.  Maybe one day all that pent-up frustration will be let out on somebody I don’t mean it for, but I’d rather try and have a proper conversation with Natalie before that ever happens.  I know she cares a lot about me too, I just have to put up with her like this for another few days until we can have a proper conversation.

Even after all that, she was too busy blabbing to even notice my new necklace at all…