I’m kinda okay (Patreon)

I’ll be honest — I’m extremely stressed right now. Chip’s disease, serious problems of my friends, mobilisation, the war, the absence of future.. these all make me feel depressed so much. It’s such a strong feeling so my mind is blocked. Now I want to sleep again, to sleep until I get a headache. I have no panic feelings, no tears, I’m just blocked and empty. I’m still able to talk normally although I don’t want to talk with anyone, but I don’t know how long I can control myself. And I don’t care about myself, I’m really okay. I worry about the closest to me souls.