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Finally, I’m able to express something.

Have you noticed that Darren has been absent on my drawings since the end of February? My emotional component filled me up, so I mostly drew Henry. Some people believe Darren is my boyfriend and they are mistaken. In fact Darren (like Henry) is me. The circumstances force me to return him, to return the sober, patient and polite part of me for communication with people. I noticed I often have sociophobic thoughts, wishing to get up and leave a company (it’s not because I don’t like the company or people, but because I get tired of noises and actions quickly), I didn’t have this before, also I badly hear a person I speak with, and this is because of a noisy environment, I hear all the voices at once and I get nervous. I feel I want to be rude and maybe to say something I’ll be sorry for that, but I keep it inside of me - Darren helps me a lot, I remain on good terms with the world thanks to him.

Soon I will have to communicate with people again, actually I like to talk with people especially with my friends, I’m a good listener, but I also need time to be alone.