Hello, Paranoia (Patreon)

Everything is nice, that’s what I usually reply to my friends. And it’s true. But.. sometimes.. recently it happens often to me, I dunno why, maybe because my birthday is in a month.. I think what I reached for my years. I want to say myself “Well done!”, but I can’t.. something inside of me makes me feel empty. It also makes me think that I can lose my friends, I’m not good enough, everyone don’t take me serious.. It’s a real problem and no one but me will help me, I just can’t stop it.. I got this feeling two times for this week. I’m scared, because I’m not like that!